if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

hello. started my day as usual.
hahas. ate in class and after school and spent $8 in a day just for food..

today's went to Regent Sec to have our MT N-Level oral.
14 CCKS and 3 ZHSS. there were okay never create troubles.
AHACKS! i was so nervous and my heart keeps pumping all the way while waiting for my turn.
and so do the others.
after my turn and it was over, i was so relieved.
hee;)
waited for everyone at the bus stop and went home after that but i headed to BPP to see my darling work at his new job.
AHACKS!

and by the way;
to my used to be good buddy;

you feel sorry?
and you are asking for forgiveness?
how many times we said that we have forgiven you but we will not be the same as we used to be.
it will be different, buddy.

but the way between me and Aini was tricked by it was like the same old trick that she was
how hurt both of us are. in fact, i just can't face to you since you had done all these things to me.
when i heard from Aini when she told me what had happened between you and her in the past.
it was like the same old trick that i was fell for.

buddy, in the first place why did you do it?
in fact, we are good buddies and i myself had a boyfriend and suddenly this thing had happened.
haish. i don't know what to say buddy.
i don't know what's got into you?
haish.

today went to school and it was raining heavily.
was soaked in the rain with Thaqif.
asked him to accompany first before going to school to top-up my darling hp which he asked me to. duh. and went to school after that. reached in time.

lessons was quite boring for today.
didn't pay attention in class and just chit chat.
only concentrate when having practical today.
after school got PC and ended at 3.30pm.
talked about 'technology' stuffs.
was quite interested in listening to it.

after school met Ijan as today is her birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY; IJAN! ;)
i miss her loads. <3

today is my 9th Months Anniversary with him.
too bad can't spend time with him or meet him.
as he'll be working on his new job. duh.
haa, i hope he did managed to do something about the cash thing for his uniform.

today, something bullshit happened.
and it was telling me i got punk and i can't keep a secret.
and it happened to be my used to be good buddy.

to my used to be good buddy,
if you're trying to punk me this is not the kind to punk ppl.
and you've hurt my feelings.
same goes for my best friend.

you betrayed me and my best friend.
i'm totally dissapointed in you.

you sms me saying that you still like me since Sec1 and Sec2.
and you meant it and serious about it.
you like my character, my style, my appearance and many more.
and ask me if i had like you?
you even said that you only love Fandi where love me?

buddy, i don't know why you're doing these things.
you liked me and said all those things when actually i also got to find out that you said the same thing to my best friend.

you said i'm being 'punk'?
if i'm being 'punk', you wouldn't said sorry alot of times and you wouldn't do all those silly things at me, dumb ass. it's outrageous that you did stupid things.

and now, you're telling me i couldn't keep a secret and told my best friend about it.
haa. best friend are meant to share everythings, shares food and drink and things and even shares secret. that is best friend. and i'm happy to have a best friend like her unlike you.

trying to call me gossiper for leaking out the secrets and you trying to see if i can keep a secret.
duh! it's so lame my buddy. you are already in Sec4 and stop being a kid; for goodness sake.

and then i got nonsense msges using WEBSMS.
i know who you are using the WEBSMS trying msg me with all those nonsense things.
and hell after that you used my boyfriend name; Fandi.
i know it was not him cause if you want to know when the time you WEBSMS to me,
i was actually SMS-ing with FANDI.
hahaha. wasn't that great?

hard pain.
the way i'm treating you now will not be the same as it used to be.

and i don't want you to keep begging me.
i want to know what was your main purpose for all these.
it's not because of being 'punk' or can't shares a secret.

i'll never fall in love with you cause i only love FANDI.
get it?

so busy with work, school and personal life.
haish.

well, today is Racial Harmony Day and it's my younger brother birthday too.

wish all of you a Racial Harmony Day and Happy Birthday Hafiz. ;)

may we live in this country with peace and love.

so, went to school wearing my malay traditional clothes.
haa. wore a black colour baju kebaya.
was surprised when i reached school to see 4 guys of my classmates wearing black and so do i.
hahas. i took pictures with the 4 guys and they said we look as if we're siblings.
hee;) took alot alot of pictures using Quraisha, Suhaimi, Tommy & Ariff cameras.

too bad i didn't brought mine cause my younger brother was using it.
hurhur. so sad. if not i've put up the pictures already. haa. so just wait lor.

but i did enjoyed today's fun. can't forget all the excitements that we had just now.
didn't study for the day and just took pictures and video all day.
and the time past so fast.

so went home after school ended by taxi cause i wanted to rush home.
hahas.
once, i got all the pictures, i'll upload it as soon as possible.

enjoy this video clip on class 4/1 Racial Harmony Day.
the video editor; ARIFF.

Nistar Nisa(:

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