i had a super duper time with my two gundu GF's together as a threesome. (:
shall do it again and let's start a with our dirty little secrets.
yaww! (:

had a slight argument with my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:
i told him that i will be waiting for him and waited till 2pm.
the two GF's and gundu GF; Lulu boyfriend tag with us along and accompanied me to wait for my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: but when the time for him to meet me, he ask me to go first and i was like what the hell. i almost wanted to burst out my anger already but i controlled it.

i'm sorry my two gundu GF; Lulu and Natt hor for accompanying me to wait for him ended up he didn't turned up.

i couldn't be bothered to reply back his message.
without any hesitation, took bus 969 and alighted at Yishun Interchange and took bus 804 to bestfriend; Aini crib.
play with bestfriend; Ijan daughter and chit chat with bestfriend; Aini mum while she gets prepare.
yearh, i came the damn bloody thing and that's why my mood has not been pretty good this few days.
out from bestfriend; Aini crib at about 4.30pm.
then took bus 800 to Yishun Interchange and took bus 969 to Tampines Interchange.
slept in the bus.
didn't get peaceful sleep cause i was actually waiting for his messages or calls but didn't received it at all and just waited.
bus 969 going towards Tampines Interchange took only for an hour.
it was fast journey and the moment i reached Tampines Intechange queuing for bus 31 to school, i received a message from my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:

the slight argument started from there but we are perfectly okay for now.
i really don't wish to fight with him cause i know how big the outcome will be if i continue to vent my anger on him.

reached school, saw familiar people and just ignored and went to pool to look for Fai.
what a dumbass he is always keep on playing pool.
i get so sick and tired of it.
bahh~

went for Karate training which starts at 6.30pm.
training was super duper fun.
sinseh said that my legs are strong and he keeps on compliment about me till his hand are in pain.
blueks! =P
ended quite early seh at about 8.30pm.
change and went out from school together and talk about Karate tournament for this Saturday.
omg! i'm scared and afraid that i will lose my teeth.
ouch! =X
sinseh forgotten about me and confused between me and Azizah.
hmph!
my name is not on the list but he said i'll be in and he will do some changes about it.
tsktsk. so sad la seh. =(

took bus 31 towards Tampines Interchange and ate KFC.
sinseh treated us to the food.
total expenses of 8 Hayashi students = $49.60
he's so rich to treat us and yea must do well for this Saturday Karate Tournament.
chit chat till 10.30pm and then my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq called me.
yay-ness word was all written over my face. (:
he accompanied me for almost 1 hour when i got the bus 168 going toward Woodland Interchange and the others are taking Mrt back to their crib.
after a while, my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq wanted to get some sleep already.
he usually sleeps early so no surprise.
after that i hear my mp3 and start ber-jiwang.
nyehahas.

ouh ya, my sister met with an accident.
she fell on the hard cement on the floor cause she was not being careful and tripped over by her friend's leg and something and she got a deep cut on her forehead.
eeeyucks! so disgusting.
mum told me about it and she had to put some human skin gum on her forehead instead of using stitches.
uergh! =C

so do come and give us especially me your support at Ite Simei.
thank you. (: my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq had already wished me good luck first.
gundu GF; Lulu called my crib early in the morning at 8am.
met her at Woodland control station at 9.45am.
ate breakfast at Macdonald together with her.
i bought Hotcake Happy Meal and get a free toy.
nyehahas.
i got a free toy which is something like beyblade with Rugrats Chucky on it.
boohoo.
after eating, we went off and to interchange to take bus 168.
by the time we about to reach, the bus came just on time.
separated sits and ber-jiwang while listening to mp3 and watching chinese drama on the plasma.
was messaging with my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: all along.
yaww! see, how devoted am i to him.
i swear we will miss each other for sure even though we did met earlier on.

SLO theory class was quite okay cause me, gundu GF; Lulu and gundu GF; Natt keep on cracking some jokes and craps to had some funs in between if not class will be a boredom ones.
oh yearhs, i did saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: in school with Faez and even bestfriend; Aini.
after SLO theory class for 1 hours, next was lunch.
i did ate lunch eventhough both me and gundu GF; Lulu had eaten for breakfast but still got the mood to eat for lunch cause we were damn hungry again.
yaww! i simply love the food in my school.
muahaha.
had lunch, feeling bloated still needs to go for next class which is SES theory class.
'' fifteen minutes late, door locked! ''
and my group are the first group to reach class first.
high five; BTY girlfriends! =D
i sort of no mood out of sudden during SES theory class and some more SES theory class was so damn bored and i almost fall asleep, couldn't be bothered what teacher is saying.
but thank god, SES theory class ended early.
went out of class and saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie.
i couldn't be bothered that much to look at them cause i really got no mood.
sat outside Beauty Lab for fifteen minutes to 3pm.
BDM practical class and this time round i got to be massaged by gundu GF; Natt and BTY GF; Yaya.
slept during the body massage practical.
'' i love body massage practical '' as what gundu GF; Mandy said.
i agree with her cause i myself are enjoying it now.
get to massage back and flirting with BTY GF; Yaya cause previously when she massaged me, she do nonsense things on me by putting the brush inside my gown and flirt around with my body.
huergh!
but i did get to pay back time with BTY GF; Yaya when it's her turn to massage.
oh yearhs, class was pretty fun with all the flirting with one another.
nyehahas.
BDM practical class ended at 5pm.
2 hours of lesson.

met up with bestfriend; Aini at Forum and went ahead cause we need to go Causeway Point.
along the way saw Famy, Ismail, my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie.
outside school my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq did called me but i give his one of my attitude face and he ask me where i'm going and i did replied saying that i'm taking bus towards Tampiness.
Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: did messaged me up asking me what's wrong with me and he said that he wanted to call me just now but it seemed that i don't wish to see him.
i asked him to wait for me at bus 969 and i have to wait for bestfriend; Ijan as she has not reached and Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie boarded the bus first.
i shed a tears when he eventually got up the bus and i was talking on the phone with bestfriend; Reena and that got me pissed off over something that had happened.
i don't know why i cried.
from BDM practical class when i was sleeping, i wanted to cry but i hold on to my tears.
i just don't know why i feel like crying. ='(
haish.

Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: messaged me up saying that he's really sorry.
messaged with him and called him up when there's some misunderstanding between us.
but, we are okay already for now.

waited for bestfriend; Ijan about half an hour and did bought a small cake for her for a surprise.
took bus 168 to Woodland and met up with bestfriend; Reena and her sister; Ima too.
gave her a mini surprise party outside Civic Centre.
chit chat and then everyone headed back, separately.
Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: called me up and chatted for a while on the phone.
i saw this guy and was smiling at me and i was wondering who he is.
i tried to remember who he is cause he seemed to be familiar and he lived at Bukit Panjang.
duh, but never mind.
listened to mp3 till i get back to my crib.

oh yearhs, i hurt my knee and was bleeding just now cause bestfriend; Aini zip scratched till my skin tears.

Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:
he's the sweetest ever boyfriend.

i'm really really sorry for over the incident just now.
i know you understand me for being moody.
thank you for the understanding.
i'm really really sorry again for the misunderstanding between us.
i guess after all i'm the one who thinks negatively.
you are right after all.
i didn't think about it at first.
it's my fault for thinking wildly about us.
i don't wish for my history to repeat itself again which had happened to me before previously, losing the person that i love.
so now, it goes the same to you that i don't wish to lose you too.
for now, i don't love any other guys except you.
you and nobody else, get it boy?
it will be hard on me if i lose you and that's why i ask myself and the question keeps haunting me.
'' how long can us be together? ''
i hope that both of us will cherish our love together and pursue our dreams together by being together for as long as we want.
i just hope that nothing will come in between us and we will be happy together.

for the first time ever a guy asked me to '' trust '' him.
i find it sweet and i guess he really honest about his love to me and really wants to be with me.
thanks darling for giving me a chance to love you before and i'll try my best to even love you more than that.
i love you; Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali. <333

pretty pretty girls, just stop asking me if i'm attached with my beloved Zaid Zahiq.
i just don't know why you girls love to ask me if i'm attached with him or not.
it's my life, my acceptation for the offer to be with him.
so thank you for the inconvenience. (:

went for all classes except for last period; PE.
oh yearhs, one by one they spotted something on me and they keep disturbing me like hell especially BTY GF; Lulu.
hmph!

alighted the bus stop and saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: and GF; Yanie.
stopped for a while and handshake with them and then off to lecture room.
saw Karate GF; Izah and Faez and they told me that my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq was sick and i was so damn worried like hell about him.
hard to contact him is one thing and i don't know where he is.
called his crib and he's not back yet at his crib.
duh. and so, i msged GF; Yanie and Kamz asking about my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: whereabouts.
finally i did managed to get to know about his whereabouts.
it relieved me and thank god nothing happened to him.

ended school at 3pm.
called up bestie; Bashir cause he said he wants to go home with me.
met up with him and his classmates and walked all the way to Simei Mrt Station.
chit chat with him and chatted till non-stop.
took Mrt and alighted at Bedok Mrt Station and took bus 168 towards Woodland.
slept in the bus like nobody business.
reached Woodland, went to Causeway Point and ate Burger King.
while eating, we chit chat.
it seems that both of us got a lot of stories to catch up.
nyehahas. (:

after eating, took bus 960 and alighted at Bukit Panjang Plaza.
bestie; Bashir went back to his crib while i proceed to go to pondok and chill out with the hoodies.
i walked off from pondok at about 7pm and met up with Tommy at pondok bus stop and then went to Yusri's crib cause he's having some celebration as his birthday is today.
oh yearhs, some CCKsians malay guys appeared to be there too at the gathering and some of Yusri Ite friends.
i swear Yusri Ite friends especially the girls are too proud.
i don't give much of my attention to them whereas i give my attention to the CCKsians malay guys.

Happy Birthday; Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali. (:

went to school with BTY GF; Lulu and met up with her at CCK Mrt station as usual at 8.30am.
she was late by 10 minutes.
oh yearhs, it was raining damn heavily till i can't stand the cold weather and still need to stand up inside Mrt but get to sit at City Hall Mrt Station.
wanted to sleep but i simply can't.
hurhur. =(
bestie; Bashir did called me up asking me where am i and we did meet up at Tanah Merah Mrt station and did went to school together also.
we did chatted a lot cause it's been a long time since we last chatted.
like duh. =X

bestie; Bashir and i separated when we reached school so left me and BTY GF; Lulu.
we went to eat at Cafe 1 cause we are still kind of early.
raeched at about 9.30am.
eat first before proceeding for SES class.
class was okay and oh yes, gundu GF; Mandy did joined in with our group.
we keep chatting and laughing out loud.
it was super madness when we have her in our group.
i miss her like crazy and did talk about how we used to be close together with gundu GF; Natt together.
the three gundu GF's.
yaww! (:
we chatted about going to see movie, clubbing and boys.
boohoo.

yearhs, we did had group discussion with our own partner and i partner with BTY GF; Lulu.
we had to write a script about; '' What type of elegant dress should i wear for my party? ''
both me and BTY GF; Lulu had to crack some ideas and it was kind of hard, though.
while the others had to talk about; '' What type of model handphone do i want? ''
SES class ended at about 11.30am supposingly it was 12pm.
but teacher let us early.

bought some snacks and finger food at Noods and i bought Mango smoothie at Cafe 1 with gundu GF; Natt.
headed for Care lesson which started at 12pm and i did saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq from far but didn't went to him cause i was going for my class already.
time table has changed again.
bahh. =X
didn't do much stuffs during Care lesson and teacher let us go at about 12.45pm.
15 minutes early.
haas.

met up with bestie; Bashir and Farouk at Forum and sit down while waiting for bestfriend; Aini and Ismail.
after meeting up with them already, headed to Changi Airport Terminal 1.
bestie; Bashir didn't followed, as well as Farouk cause he is sick.
ate at Popeye which Ismail had recommended us to eat.
after eating Popeye, bestfriend; Aini went for interview at Ismail workplace.
after the whole interview had finished, me and bestfriend; Aini went to Bugis while Ismail had to work.
met up with bestie; Razzaaq at Bugis.
walked around and look at some stuffs.
bought something for someone special.
after buying the things that i wanted to look for had been done, went to eat at KFC.
after eating at KFC, took bus 2 to school back for Karate training.

am i enjoing today's Karate training?
indeed, i am.
i did enjoyed the training that loads.
had funs fighting with bestfriend; Aini, bestie; Razzaaq and gundu BF; Fai.
i keep hitting gundu BF; Fai's hand.
and he was yelling, ouch!
khakha.
not once but lot of times that it been hit.
i got to train more harder for my upcoming event that will be held at Ite Simei which is Ite Inter Friendly Match.
i'm totally scared that i would lose face.
hurhur. ='(
somebody help me and give me some encouragements, please.
Karate training ended very late at about 9.30pm.
washed up and packed stuffs and went to Tampiness Mrt station.
took Mrt back home and listening to music mp3 player.
till then, my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq called me up.
happy? of course. =)

oh yes, after the night ends and 12am struck the clock.
Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali finally turns sweet seventeen.
happy birthday my darling whYte! (:
may all your dreams comes true; boy and i love you.
will have some surprise just for you that you got to accept.
yaww! (:
it's his birthday but i'm the one seems to be happy.
nyehahas.

i love you; Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali. (:
finally, you're sweet seventeen but i'm still oder than you by few months.
nyehahas.

oh well, today went to Singapore River; Clarke Quay for excursion with my BTY BF classmates. took transport.
Clarke Quay.
Taxi Boat Ride.
Raffles Statue.
Fullerton Hotel.
Marina South.
Marina Bay MRT.

oh yearh, imagine that our class is the only class that get selcted for the taxi boat ride. YAY-ness is what we all can cheer about.

oh yes! Muhammad Zahiq Bin NorJali is my love and everything.
he's my only one for now and i hope to be with him for as long as we can be,
unless there's really a valid reason for us to be separated.
of course, i don't wish us to be separated for no reasons cause i love him endlessly.
last time, i used to have a hard time in choosing in two guys but i did make a wise decision in choosing my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: whom i'm with now.
i got a total of 30 reasons for loving him and not wanting him to leave me to elsewhere.
his my everything; my only one precious Spongebob.
oh Muhammad Zahiq Bin NorJali, i love you loads. <333
for every second, every minute and every hour is not any waste time for being with you.
truthfully, i love spending time with you.
for every of your gila-ness with me can make the both of us more gila.
that's one of the reason that i love you.
his birthday is coming and i'm so looking forward to it. yaww! (:

i love my dearest gundu NATT(: plus Eqah, Lulu, Yaya & Aisha.

my beauty therapy classmates aka girlfriends.

oh yearhs, i also love my Spongebob; Zaid many many.
& i love spending times with him although it's for a short while.
ouhlala.
i love you darling; Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali! <333