'' day out with cousins. ''

met up with the cousins at Bugis at 6pm.
cousin; Yayan was very very very late.

Bugis Street and Starbucks.

work from 10am to 7pm.
they never think about how i feel when actually i had to deal alone with a lot of clients on my own.
it was struggling but luckily i managed to handle it on my own.
i almost can't take it anymore and wanted to leave the spa just like that but i know it was rude to do that and so i didn't.
babyboy came over to my workplace and he waited for me to finish work.
supposedly, today was to meet with the cousins but eventually it was canceled at the last minute.
so, me and babyboy took bus 97 to Vivo City,
actually, i suggested it's either we go watch movie or go to sentosa but in the end we ended walking around to shop and eat and then he send me home.

Labels: smooth move.

work from 10am to 7pm.
babygirl; Natt fetched me from work and off we go to Marina Square Starbucks to chill and drink.
we had a chit chat session as it's been a long time since we met up.
am i right babygirl?
nyehahas(:


oh well, we absolutely had so much fun with doing silly things just to cam whore with everyone looking at us but we don't give a damn about it.
i bumped into Ilah whom is brother Amie used-to-be lover.
we separated after that and i fetched babyboy at his workplace.
boarded the taxi with babyboy and his friend and they send me home.

Labels: tired.

believe me what i do is for our sake.
cause you are everything in my life.
oh baby, can we sit and talk awhile and just reminence (talk about those times)
talk things over and get it over.


you are just not doing your part which is suppose to be.
oh gosh, i am so feeling very very very low right now with many things that i'm struggling with.
grrh!

Labels: disappointed and frustrated.

'' monday; 18/02/08. ''

off day.
i had an appointment with the dentist at 3pm with mummy accompanied me.
it takes 2 whole hours to finish up to do my temporary root canal.
it was very very very tiring with my mouth keep open for 2 hours.
omg!

( i can't even smile properly. )

it went numb after the whole surgery had ended.
i can't even talk properly or even smile properly.
rahh!
i took bus 960 and headed to National Library to meet babyboy and his camp mates.
we ate at Tock Seng.

'' nasi ayam mintak ekor. ''

nyehahas(:
i wanted to ask for '' kepak '' but i forgotten and i ask for '' ekor ''
the boys were laughing loudly for my blur-ness.

we separated after eating and me and babyboy walked around Bugis Junction and happened to bump into his brother; Apai.


with nothing much at Bugis Junction, we took bus 960 to Marina Square.

we bought Quicksilver bag for the both of us and i happened to bump into my old school mate; Elizabeth there as she was working.
we chit-chat as well as with 2 of her work mates.
they are friendly people.
after buying the Quicksilver bag, we went to John Little to get babyboy's boxers.
nyehahas(:

after buying the boxers, we move on to our next destination.
we took bus 700A to Far East Plaza and bought my girls boxers.
woohoo(:
cool or what?

kita dua orang macam dah laki bini gitu.

after buying the girls boxers, we took bus 700A and he send me home.


home sweet home with a sweet goodbye and goodnight kiss from babyboy.

Labels: dentist and shopping .

'' sunday; 17/02/08. ''


work from 10am to 7pm.
i was supposed to meet up with babyboy after work but eventually it was canceled as his uncle and aunty coming over to his place so it's alright.
babygirl; Natt called me and we met up with each other after work.
Amie bro called me asking me if i want to meet him up after work with cousin; Yani.
woohoo(:
we walked around town to look around for heels, tops and bottoms.
after walking around, babygirl; Natt bought heels for herself.
i swear the heels suits her and she look super gorgeous on it.
nyehahas(:
me and babygirl; Natt met up with Amie bro and cousin; Yani at Cineleisure.


we chilled off at Taka and saw familiar faces and things happened.
i shall not elaborate it.
we separated at about 10.30pm.

Labels: meet up.

'' happy valentine's day. ''

work from 12pm to 9pm.
today at work turns so sway for me.
it didn't turn out the way that i want it.
instead, i trip when i was at work and it was my first day of that red thing.
uergh!
i thought it was going to be a happy day for as it was valentine's but it turns out in a different way.
my manager; Gerald pissed me off as he can't stop his blabbering from the time he started work at 3pm till 9pm.
when the time he starts to blabbering, i feel like punching his mouth so he would stop blabbering.

i met up with my babygirl; Natt at town.
omg!
we actually surprise each other by giving each other a flower and it was so unexpected when the time we meet each other.
how sweet can she be?
that's my babygirl . . .
nyehahas(:

babygirl; Natt accompanied me and buy cake for my babyboy from Starbucks.
it was so the last minute thing that i need to get it for him but still i did get it for him.
me and babygirl; Natt separated and i took train all the way to Clementi and to Sim to fetch babyboy from his workplace.
nyehahas(:

sungguh gembira nya aku dapat jumpa kekasihku.

today is my off day.
i woke up around 12pm and quickly get bathe and get prepare.
i went out at 1pm to meet Lulu at her workplace at Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy something from her and she give me extras.
erhemmm.

ps: keep it to yourself alright, Lulu?

accompany her for her smoke break and then i bought food to bring it home.
i took Lrt all the way to Fajar and home sweet home.

i went out again with mummy at 3pm to accompany me go to the dentist.
it was too painful and hurtful till i cried for some reason.
the dentist did for me some cleaning and polishing and still have to come back to the dentist for about 3 more sessions every Monday.
boohoo):
i had to go for root canal for some reasons.
i don't want to go can?
but i still want to cure my tooth so badly.

after that, we went back to home sweet home.

i took a short nap and wake up again at 4.30pm.
get change and i went out again with Syasya to Lot 1.
i met with a lot of familiar faces at Lot 1.
it's been a while since i last saw them and they even said that i have changed and some of them even ask me for some advice about clothing and about beauty & wellness.
the junior who was inspired by my style and beauty.
nyehahas(:


after a while, we met up with Syasya's boyfriend; Khai and his friends.
they accompanied me go eat at Long John Silver and then walked around at Lot 1 to buy my cosmetics and then i took Lrt all the way to Fajar and home sweet home.

'' Mustafa Centre. ''

work from 12pm to 9pm.
starting of work make me so happy to hear the good news.
eventually it's a happy news for me and not that somebody.
nyehahas(:
my manager; Gerald praised me with good remarks about my attitude and attendance at work.
woohoo(:
my gym instructor; Andi keep on blaming me that i passed the virus to him and i am the cause to make people sick.
kukuhead.
he's the one who get sick first and passed the virus slowly one by one to each another.
sheesh.
oh, i'm glad that i'm recovering soon.

after work, i went out with my gym instructor; Suresh and my colleague; Corry to Mustafa Centre to eat and then we walk around and i bought perfume for myself while the others bought some groceries and accessories for themselves.
nyehahas(:
we did enjoyed ourselves and both of them treated me and they don't let me pay for my food and perfume.
ouhlala . . .
after buying with our things, we separated and i took bus 960 all the way to Pending and i took Lrt all the way to Fajar.

omigosh, tomorrow i am still working and the next day i am not working as it is another day of my off day.
nyehahas(:

you finally told me that main reason that you left me.
it's all in the past and we should buried it and never think back.
but if out of the sudden i keep thinking about the past, how?

'' excitement. ''

babyboy had his motorbike practical at 2pm till 4pm and i was rotting all the way at home and i wake up at 2.30pm from my beautiful sleep.
babyboy messaged me at 4.05pm, only then i go out from my crib and meet him at Bukit Panjang Plaza with Khai and Kucing whom is babyboy's friends.
chit chat and eat all the way till 6pm cause Khai and Kucing have to leave first and left me and babyboy.
we walked around to look for his things and after that eat at Long John Silver and then walked around again.
we seriously got nothing better to do as we were bored.
i bumped into my uncle and aunt.

after done with our looking around for his things but in the end, he didn't bought it.
we waited for bus 922 at the Bukit Panjang Plaza bus interchange and alighted at Fajar and we chilled around at my crib and then we went to Shop and Save to buy my vitagen and look around for some snacks and drinks to bring to work for tomorrow.
dah macam laki bini gitu tau kite orang pergi kedai sama-sama.
nyehahas(:

after buying my vitagen, he went off and i headed back to my crib.

today is my off day and my free time is to be able to spent time with babyboy.
oh my god, as days goes by i'm loving him even more.

people ask when are we getting married?
PS: very very soon okay? nyehahas(:

i was unable to update my blog for the past few days cause i was totally sick.
i don't have the time to update as i was busy working too with lots of appointments.

oh yes, i am now recovering from my fever, flu and cough.
it was a virus that were brought from my gym instructors and my colleagues.
sheesh.
everyone was so concern about my weak immune system at work when i still have to come back for work when i am still sick.
eventually, both my gym instructors and my colleagues have been treating me well and asking me to rest and don't do the hard work.
they pampered me and bought me breakfast and vitagen for the 2 days.
they would scold me if i'm not careful with the food that i chose to eat.
overall, i am touched by their care-ness and they helped me a lot when i was sick.
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oh boy, babyboy waited for me at work.
he reached at my workplace very early and sat down by the bridge.
i went up to the swimming pool to find him around but he said i was being blind.

received many tips and received angpao too which means add more $$$
woohoo(:

work from 10am to 7pm.
met babyboy outside work and he told he was craving for some pizza and we went to eat at Pizza Hut at Marina Square.
i bumped into the secondary schoolmates; Khairul, Sufian and Hazim.
they were also eating at Pizza Hut.
we were being served by Raudah whom is Nana's colleague.
no wonder we got discounts as babyboy slowly briefed me and only then i know cause i was being so ssllooww.
nyehahas(:
and so . . . Nana gave us discounts by her staff discount but Nana wasn't there cause she already finished work.
thanks Nana.

we ordered the Couple's Hut plus garlic bread.
yummilicious!

the eye bag is getting worst due to lack of sleep.
6 days per week working for 9 hours.
that is the reason that cause of my lack of sleep.

but, as days goes by working is super fun.

oh yes, i'm looking forward this week as it is Chinese New Year.
while all the Chinese on Public Holiday, all the Malay, Indian, Indonesian and Thailand will be working.
i bet working going to be more extra fun.
nyehahas(:
yes, my gym instructor; Suresh and gym instructor; Andi are asking me to go for a workout at the gym on Thursday and Friday when it is Chinese New Year where not much people will be working and there's no manager on shift.
woohoo(:

i will be looking forward for the fireworks that going to be displayed on Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday and Friday at 9.30pm at Esplanade Park due to the Singapore River Hong Bao 2008.
it is near to my workplace alright so that is convenient for me to watch the fireworks.

Labels: it's going to be a long day.

happy birthday, babyboy!* (:
no one else apart from you whom i will treasure till the future.
hope whatever you wish or dream for will be achieved.
ever since 24/10/05, i never regret of us being together.
most importantly, i love you babyboy.
mwaks!*

i was left clueless not knowing anything and then i was being accused of something.
read below and you know it.

does the red spot on my body looks like a love bite?
what makes you think so?
for goodness sake, it is not a love bite which you think of.
if it was a love bite and i played behind your back,
i wouldn't have worn something so revealing instead i should be covering it up.

yes, i admit that i say that it itch and the next moment i say i don't know anything.
it is because one thing for sure the red spot will feel itch if you scratch it and if you didn't scratch it, it won't feel itch.
that is why i said i don't know anything because to me it's nothing and you are making a big deal of it saying that which one is the fact.
yes it look like one and so what you have seen many of this incident and hear many of this excuse?
the main matter is just that you don't believe it.
seriously i cannot take it anymore when you don't believe cause whatever i say it won't change you.
oh ya, so what if you have seen many of this incident and hear many of this excuse?
just because it happen to you before that doesn't mean i will be the same like the other girls who flirt around when they are actually attached.
fuck it, i am not like one of those girls out there who do it that way.
who would want to believe me anyway right now?
everybody is treating me so coldly now.
what else could i say more?

one reason that i post it on blog about it cause i want to let everybody know that i'm totally innocent especially to you my boo.
indeed, i feel like taking a penknife to hurt myself and leave a scars.
the scars showing how many times you have been hurting me.
why must i be the one to be accused?
and now, i'm crying because of you.
aarrgghh!

this happen when you listen to the radio '' jam dua belas malam '' when riding a motorcycle and then you rode off to a place where it is eerie and dirty and then you happen to saw that '' pontianak '' and lose your balance and you self skidded towards the divider and *poof* you met with an accident.

oh abang amie, cepat-cepat sembuh ye? kesian gigi kamu itu yang pecah dengan tangan kaki mu yang calar balar. adui.

earlier on i met up with him near our place and go for late-night supper.
he's my big brother who will be there for me when i need someone to be there for me.
he's the only 1 brother that i can rely on.
especially when i need a shoulder to lean on, to cry on, to confide with, need advice with, to quarrel with, to fight with, to show tantrum to, to share things, to bring me and from to places when i bored, someone to fetch me, to care for and to love for & etc.

the moment when i need an advice to talk about my relationship, he understand me the most cause he is a guy and he knows what actually a guy feels, he would comfort me first and then he would give me an advice.