if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

29 June 2007

ILY; Zaid! (:
i had so much funs being with you.
oh well, indeed i'm pretty jealous about her.
nyehahas. just joking! ;D
woah. hoping that i did a right choice to be with you, huh?
so dearest, show me the power of love.
i'm missing you already my Spongebob Squarepants!

oh well, on the 26th June to 27th June, had a small gathering wit some secondary school peeps.
met up with bestfriend; Ijan at Cck Mrt at 7.30am and headed to bestfriend; Reena crib.
helped out at her crib with some BBQ stuffs and then both me and bestfriend; Ijan went out first while bestfriend; Reena and bestfreind; Aini taking car.
took bus 966 to Marine Parade.
after reaching to Marine Parade, walked around the shops and bought something such as batteries and stuffs.
we got a bit lost when going to East Coast Park and we were such a dumbass.
shall not elaborate about it over what happened.
we were so silly, after all.
reached East Coast and went to search for Carpark C; Pit 27.
quite a distance from Macdonald.
packed everything and just chilled out.

y my
chilling out, chit chatting, sun-tanning and beaching.
i swear that my body is burning.

oh well, but handsome BF; Zaid, Ismail Bro, Gundu Fai and Famy did came.
all of them can mix around mbestfriends very well.
at least, i needn't worry for them.

chit chatting. chilling out. listening to music. playing pool. playing cards. beaching.
& finally, BBQ TIME! (:

the BBQ turns out okay-okay la.
there's some things that cocked up.
but tried our best to make it the best BBQ for the day.

i had so much funs especially when night part comes.
how i wish that night didn't end but it have to.

i won't be blogging these few days.
i'll be away for two days and will be overnight at East Coast Park with my secondary school friends and some outside friends.
do miss me those who knows me cause i'll miss you people.
yaww! (((:

24/06/07

nurul syafiqah(:

she was being hospitalised for two days

nurul. aini. nisa

aini carrying her when she's crying

mum and daughter

carrying all the baby stuffs

nisa. syasya. amat.
Ijan's crib

this cat name; Oren.
i was scared by this lil one.

was awoken by few calls by bestfriend; Ijan in the morning and i slept back.
was feeling super tired.
woke up at about 12pm.
saw few msges on my handphone and bestfriend; Ijan, bestfriend; Syasya, Ismail Bro and handsome BF; Zaid.
bestfriend; Ijan daughter can be discharged today.
handsome BF; Zaid wanted me to move on with my life and and ask me to forget him. it was an unexpected.
i was dumbfounded and lost of words.

went out from crib at about 3pm and met up with bestfriend; Aini to finish work.
waited for her almost for an hour and then proceed to take bus 960 and off to hospital KKH.
met up with bestfriend; Ijan and her daughter.
the daughter; Nurul can be discharged today.
bathed her. ate her and sign the papers and we are done to get out from the hospital.
carried the baby stuffs and hailed for a taxi and off we go to bestfriend; Ijan crib's at CCK.
settled down with the baby things and then we ate.
bestfriend; Ijan cook.
we were so hungry by then and bestfriend; Syasya came down to bestfriend; Ijan crib's too.
chilled out at her crib and by then chit chatted about the boyfriends thingy.

i was so disappointed with handsome BF; Zaid.
met up with him at Lot1 at about 8pm.
settled some things with him but it's not easy.
yaw. he talked to me in a different tone and i was shocked.
i just keep myself dumb and keep every words in my heart.
failed to tell him those words but what's the use of telling him?
words are just a words.

handsome BF; Zaid
hoping you would be safe this Wed and nothing will happen. you know what is right and what is wrong. if you did nothing, all the most you should have some confidence in yourself and believe in yourself and stop looking down on yourself and have some faith in yourself and fight for your rights.
- i'm totally disappointed in you. =(

25/06/07

woke up at 2pm.
switched on the computer and download songs, check of emails, check Friendster, check Myspace and writing a post on my blog.
msged with handsome BF; Zaid, bestfriend; Aini, bestfriend; Reena and Ahmad.
checking of stuffs for tomorrow's BBQ held at East Coast Park.
simply can't wait for tmr's event.
meeting all the old classmates that i have long miss.
boohoo.

went out early in the morning just to meet bestfriends; Aini, Reena and Quraisha plus Reena's sister and cousin at Causeway Point.
basically, i was late and reached at 10am.
supposingly meeting them at 9.30am.
nyehahas.

went to Marsiling wet market first to buy the chicken wings and fishballs.
after a long time i never went to step at any wet market of all places.
after that headed to old Woodland Sheng Siong.
darn. that places is so eewwy.
uergh! i hate that place and the weather were damn hot, i swear.
we bought a lot of stuffs for the BBQ at ECP this coming 26th June 2007.
i simply can't wait for the event to come.

look at the pictures.
we spent total of $110.

after that went to Reena's crib taking taxi home while Reena's sister and cousin took bus back to the crib.
we had to carry a lot of things.
the fucking taxi driver is trying to be so sarcastic and i'm so furious and made a sarcastic back at him.

chilled out at bestfriend; Reena crib.
helped out to settle things and ate all together.
her mum cook some dishes for us and i swear it was super nice.
i keep on adding rice.
nyehahas.
i was hungry by then.

chit chat and then fall asleep.
woke up by bestfriend; Ijan calls.
she was at the hospital and need some accompany.
i waited for bestfriend; Syasya as she was with her boyfriend at a motorbike shop and can meet me at about 6pm.

so yea, EX-boyfriend; Dee msged up and he was already reached at my bestfriend; Reena crib waiting for me downstairs.
got down and met up with him together with bestfriend; Aini.
but bestfriend; Aini went home and so i followed back EX-boyfriend; Dee back to his crib.
he changed his clothes and then went out again.
he was going off to NUH to visit his brother who had a motorbike accident few days ago.
i just hope he will recovered soon.
so both me and EX-boyfriend; Dee took bus to Woodlands and boarded the MRT to Jurong East to meet bestfriend; Syasya.
all the way, both me and EX-boyfriend keep arguing and i keep on pinching him.
nyehahas.
waited for bestfriend; Syasya for few minutes.
she was late. hmph!
EX-boyfriend; Dee stopped at Buona Vista to NUH while me and bestfriend; Syasya stopped at Bugis going off to KKH.
et up with GF; Dada at Mrt.
it's been a long time since i saw her.
i miss her loads.

EX-boyfriend; Dee told me there's no shuttle bus to NUH due to today is weekend.
i laugh out loud with bestfriend; Syasya.

reached KKH, met up with bestfriend; Ijan and her family except for her husband who is inside camp.
bestfriend; Ijan daughter was admitted to the hospital because of high fever and difficulty of breathing.
poor thing.
she kept crying when her mum is not with her, always.
when all of bestfriend; Ijan parents gone home, we ate Nasi Lemak and sit down chit chatting.
when the daughter was asleep, we went to Tekka cause bestfriend; Ijan wanted to buy cigarettes.
bestfriend; Syasya bought Vadai and bestfriend; Ijan also bought a sweet pink dress for her 7 months daughter.
headed back to hospital KKH and chit chat till 10.30pm and then headed home.

handsome boyfriend; Zaid

are you angry with me?

this chorus of this song that handsome BF; Zaid send to me through msg when i was having my job interview.
i was shocked to receive it.
i feel guilty of myself.

Didicazli

Dambaan Cinta

Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi
Renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa

Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama
Semakin berputik perasaan ini

Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri

Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar
Kasih tak kesampaian
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta

Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri

Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya

Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hariKan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya

i bake this chocolate muffins all by myself last night.
YAY! (((:
three cheers for me.

did chatted on the phone with bestfriend; Syasya & Aini, Ismail Bro & EX-boyfriend; Dee.
i called handsome BF; Zaid but his handphone was switched off.
i was so feeling guilty. haish.

anyways, just now i went out for a job interview with bestfriend; Aini at Centrepoint.

once it's success, i'll tell you guys.
muahaha.

after the job interview, both of us were kinda hungry and feeling super hungry.
took bus back to Bukit Panjang and went to eat at Greenridge Mall; Banquet.
both of us were craving the food there.
i ate; Chicken Noodle while Aini ate; Fishball Noodle.
the food was super yummy.
yum yum yum.

saw Shahrin & GF and his small lil bro there too.
bestfriend; Aini saw Aidil Lolok.
then, Wafi called me using Azurrah's handphone.
i thought who called and asked me where am i and telling himself that he was at Greenridge Mall too.
like duh. it was Wafi.
khakha.
the Hoodies were all at Greenridge Mall.
went to look for them after eating and guess what?
nyehahas.
Sleepyhead; Hazli rebonded his hair.
i don't want to be so sarcastic.
i preferred his back hair rather than the front hair.
then they all went to Sleephead; Hazli crib but both me and bestfriend; Aini went ahead to BPP cause we were working.
checked schedule and both of our name were nowhere to be seen.
like duh.
went to KAP for this party that they hold and then went ahead to bestfriend; Syasya crib to take back my pink Reef side bag.
i miss that loving bag.
yaww! (:

after that went home straight cause i was having with a super stomache cramp.
uergh! i didn't met up with Shaik at pondok.
so sorry; Hoodies! =(

collected my hp at Causeway Point and handsome BF; Zaid accompanied me.
after collecting my hp, went to the bus interchange and then met with my teddy bear cousin; Yayan.
i miss him loads like hell sia.
he's going of to BBDC for his car practical while me and handsome BF; Zaid took bus 960 heading to Bukit Panjang and met with bestfriend; Aini.
went ahead to Bugis and met up with Fai, Ismail Bro, Maisara & BF and Suria.
new friends. (:

ate at LJS Bugis Street and then off to Marina Square to play pool.
bestfriend; Syasya joined us too after that.
played pool. played arcade.
ouhlala! i had so much funs.
AHACKS! =P

after the whole thing had ended, met up with Ahman & Man.
headed off to Guthrie House Coffe Bean and get a free drinks!
i love Coffee Bean. (((:

went to Marina Square back and off to Esplanade and chilled off.
chit chat, jokes around, chilled off and enjoying the atmosphere and then off to City Hall Mrt and headed back home.

Nistar Nisa(:

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