reached home at about 7pm from school.
ended school at about 5pm.
but i simply love the last class cause we were having our Hand and Foot Care class.
we do manicuring.
i became the therapist and gladly i did a good job on Maria's manicure.
teacher was pleased by my work.
woohoo.
((:

i'm shocked to received a msg from someone saying that he love me.
i just don't know.
it's kind of rushing of time.
i just don't want to build up another relationship uh for now.
and yea, someone had asked me to be his Valentine's partner.
as what i have said, first come first serve.
and yea, this guy happened to be a close friend of mine and happened to be the first person to ask me to be his Valentine's partner.
khekhe.
i might probably accept the offer.
ouhlalala.

i know what's on someone mind thinking of.
he missed the opportunity.
ahaha.
i think.
never mind, just tell me and i know that you actually wanted to ask me to be your Valentine's partner.
x))

& yea, i miss my beloved ones.
especially Syasya, Amri, Dee, Bashir, my cousins; Yani & Yayan, the ITE Dover peeps, the used to be at ITE Simei peeps and my previous classmates and schoolmates and especially my Macdonald & Coffee Bean friends.
hurhur. i'm sorry if i don't have the time to go out with you guys as what we usually do.
i miss riding,
i miss Esplanade,
i miss sheesha-ing,
i miss town-ing too.
huergh. oh well, i hope you guys are doing fine. ((:

school today was a boredom. slept for a while during EFC lessons and end at 11.30am. sheesh. went to school only for 2 and a half hour. then while waiting for Aini, went to eat first.

i just reached home. i'm so damn tired. slept in the bus onto Reena's shoulder. huergh.

meeting up with Ibrahim later after he finished schooling. haish. i think probably meet up only for a while cause i'm tired to the max. huergh.

heyhey, if you're calling me hypocrite. call me then if that makes you happy. i don't mind it at all. what do you expect from me? and is it wrong if i call your 'best friend'? who am i and who are you? no need to look for a problem with your best friend, cause we're just friends. if you're thinking likewise, be it. i can't do anything.

yesterday, went home quite LATE.

went for my Karate lesson.
ahaha.

ended the class around 9pm plus and then waited for my gundu's.
after that went home together with all my gundus.
walauwei.

took a long journey to reach home and i was already half dead.
haaa.
when reached Fajar, i was looking at this motorbike and it seemed so familiar.
when i got nearer, i smiled and its correct.
i didn't get the wrong person.
it was Fad.
ahahaha.
i miss him sia.
i miss Fad, Amie, Hadi, Zack, Roy, Halim Haikal.
these ITE Dover peeps are such a great friends to hang out with.
khekhe.
me and Fad were playing pushing each other.
they were going to JB.
so chit chat for a while and then walked home.
rached home at about 12am uh.

today, at school was quite boring gile babi nye.
Facial Therapy lecture was damn bored.
khekhe.
PE especially.
huergh.
i was not ashamed cause i wear my PE the opposite.
ahahaha.
then quickly switch it over infront of everyone and everyone was like looking at me what happened and they laughed.
so, me, Khad and Maria went to Cafe 2 and ate.
hahaha.

finished Facial Therapy at 1pm and have to do housekeeping for a while for being late.
then met up with my gundu.
hahaha.
and then went home.
too tired to go out cause i'll be working till morning.
hurhur.

i don't want to listen to anymore stories that will make me more feel agitated.

reached home today at 5am.
duh.
went for work and it keep service in.
what the hell.
due to the concert of 'Seksa Travaganza and thats make many people came.
i was like tired to the hell and some more i didn't have enough sleep.

waited for Ibrahim to finish work as well and then we chilled out.
met with Syasya, Zali, Nad and Epin.
we chilled out together and ate.
Nad and Ibrahim went off early and left with me, Syasya, Zali and Epin.
ouhokay. so, they had planned to go to East Coast which Syasya actually wanted to go.
huergh.
while riding near to Telok Kurau, eeeee.
scary. as smelled things.
sheesh.

btw Nad if you are reading this blog right,
i did nothing hor with your BP Epin when riding.
don't get the wrong idea okay?

and so, we reached there and chilled out for awhile and i was so fucking stressed up.
and then ate at Macdonald.
and it started to drizzle.
i'm fine with it.
and then, we went off from there and went home.

and now, i'm getting ready to meet with Ibrahim at BPP.

ouhokay. reached home at 10pm.
met with Ibrahim first and then met with Aini and ate at LJS.
after that, met up with Syasya at the library and then chillied out downstairs with Farouk, Ekin, Mud and Yan.
Ibrahim was stressed and i kinda pitied him as you know i care for my friends.
yea, of course he wouldn't want to lose our friendships and i wouldn't want it also.
yesh. only who don't mistreated me, i will always be a good friend or buddy to them but don't think so i would be kind enough if those who had mistreated me.
i myself and you yourself has a own feelings too.
so do think of other people feelings too alright.

as for Nad, i hope you understand alright.
nah. everything is okay for now.
you and Epin makes a good couples and funny.
don't worry too much aight.
you're such a great fun and fun to hang out with.

aaarrrghhhhh!
i just feel like crying or get agitated whenever i'm alone in the dark thinking of the worst nightmares.
i hate the dark and i hate everything now what i have.
i feel it that way.
though when i said, its nothing.
think it back again, nothing?!
do you think so?

i'm just being so lenient and give you the face as i don't want to ruin your life.
i could just go to you and give you a smack on your face.
get it, girl?
ya, you can call me a bitch as i don't care what names you giving me.

all those words was just wishful sayings.
all along, it kinda true huh.

all those false hope you had given me and those false encouragements that you gave me?
what are you trying to do uh?
playing with my heart and making me a fool.
eh cibai la.
aku baru kasi kau muke la.
selame nie kau nk bodoh2 kan aku, kau pikir klakar pe and kau pikir gerek nah pe huh?!
oh, mentang2 aku nie baru nak msk 17 kau pikir aku nie masih adik2 kau pe?
jangan nak act uh nk step treat aku sebagai adik kau.
tak dapat la sial.
name adik beradik aku semue name bapak dorang Kosno eh.
bukan yang lain tau. ingat tau.
jangan nak anggap aku sebagai adik kau.
kau perasan aje la.
aku pun tak tau uh asal eh kau pun main perasaan orang lain?
suke hati kau aje eh.
kalau nak tau, aku nie bingit and benci kau gile gile.
walaupun kat sekolah aku senyum kat kau, kau pikir aku nie senyum dengan baik hati aku pe?
ahahaha. mimpi aje la.
ini baru benda kecik bukan besar lagi.
haaaaa.

hey friends.
beware of whom you friends with.
sometimes, your friends might backstabbed you.

i feel a hatred in my life right now.
seriously.
i don't know why.
people betrayed me.
talking behind my back.
what the fuck.

what have i done wrong sia to them?
i didn't bitching anyone.
if you all want to fight for some stupid things, you're childish.
cause you got no rights.

anyways, school today was kinda short.
1hr and 3omins.
ended at 3pm.
everyone seemed to have their own things after school except for me and Mandy.
so both of us went home.
otw home, Clinton called me up.
chatted with him for awhile.

and now, chatted up with Ayed, Faatihah, Clinton and Yusri.
meeting him for a while under my block to chill out and then maybe meeting Clinton too.
but, after his jamming, i guess.
i'm so fucking bored.
it's a boredom.

can't wait for school tmr.
going to camwhore at school and then after school our group going out.
yeah. for once, new members and friends of Beauty Therapy girls going out together for the first time.
loooking forward to it.

why am i this situation?

went to Jurong East SATA to collect my medical report. woohoo. guess what?! i did passed but only i didn't know when my X-Tray results showed that i've a minor shattering on my rigth apex. hurhur.

after the collection, went to CCK to meet Syasya badot at her house. ahaha. coolness. we manicure, threading eyebrown, make-up, listening to music, talking on the phone and many more. i had funs with her.

after going out, we headed to Lakeside to meet Zali under his block and went to eat at this coffeeshop. ninabu those two fellows. what a jerk and perverts. wanted to order foods and when i had told repeatly, he just simply don't understand and acted blur and the mama keep looking at us and smiled. fucking asshole. if i can just go in and kick their cock out and send them to jail. ahahaha. as if i could do that.

after eating, i wanted to cut my hair. ouhokay la. after cutting my hair. Syasya & Zali said it doesn't look any differences. hmm. yah, and i wasted my $16 at that saloon. walauwei. i don't want to go there anymore.

after cutting my hair, slack under Zali's block and when he wants to go for work, we make a move and go to Forum at town. wanting to bump into Fandi at his workplace but he wasn't there. sadsad. so, never mind. went to order some Fried Mars Bars at Far East Plaza. ahaha. its simply so NICE! (((:

went to Chamelon after that and do some shopping on our make-up things. woohoo. i spent overall about $20+ OMG! if can i want to buy more but on budget la. ahahaha. so move on and buy Syasya's dye and took 190 to her house to do project on her hair. huahua. i had funs doing project on her hair. after doing project on her hair, went home.

school is starting soon. i'm so looking forward to it. & i can see Fandi. i missing him lots. i'm wondering how is he? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

met Amie at Fajar Lrt and we headed off to Sim Lim. on the bus when reaching to Sim Lim saw Haikal. ahaha. we dropped off together at the same place. and meet with Halim '' Tua '' at Sim Lim too.

searched for Amie's & Haikal thumbdrive and Haikal's PSP things. while Halim go and checked it out if his things can be collected at Sim Lim. after all the things had be done, we all went to eat at Burger King. after that, Haikal walked off to his workplace at Raffles Hotel while me, Amie and Halim walked to Heeren.

OMG! imagine all that working from Sim Lim to Heeren. grrr. and my leg was barely pain.
searched for Amie's cap at Heeren Flash&Splash. while i and Halim go and browse for something. but all not nice so we moved on and look for Halim slipper. he bought it and wore the slipper on the spot. ahaha.

and then we went to Wisma to searched for Amie's cap again but couldn't find it and so we went to Pacific but still couldn't find what he wants. i thought i want to drop by at Forum to see if his working. i miss him.

but all were tired and so we took bus to go to Funan. i slept for a while at the bus and Halim beside me keep disturbing me. and they missed the bus stop to reach to Funan. have to walk again. haish.

by the time when we reached Funan, the place that Halim wants to go had closed. ahaha. and walked again to City Link and Marina. searched for Amie's cap again. duh.

in the end, walked back to City Link to buy the cap that he finally thinks he wants. haa. i was so bored and i kept trying on the things while waiting for Amie to try on his cap. hahaha. seriously i was damn bored and tired. after buying his things, all of us went home. met with my neighbour, Afiq. he asked Amie if i'm his girlfriend. huh?! i'm not Amie's girlfriend but his friend okay! please don't think of whatever nonsense. shits.
dropped at Fajar and buy Western food and saw Fazlan, Cartoon and his friends.
after that, Amie followed me to my house to take umbrealla.
and ended the day from there.

yesterday, was Hari Raya Haji and i didn't go anywhere except for going to work. haa. work work work. and i fought with this China manager. freaking asshole. huergh.

and yes, i did countdown somewhere. it was fun. ahahaha. (:
everyone keep pestering me what's my new resolutions for this year.
ahaha.
first of all, i would like between me and my DEE to be the way it used to be as a perfect and cute couples. (((:

here's some pictures that i've got from.


today, went to work at morning.
double pay so extra money $$.
woohoo.

ended at about 2pm plus. and saw Nonoi and chit chat with her while waiting for Aini to punch out. haa. we were talking about the peoples that we knew and we missed them so much. oh yes. i meant by the old crews who were working at Mcd the last time. khekhe.

and sudden, we saw Nas. my Ex brother. ahaha. chilled out with him together with his friends and we crapped. he said i've looked different. am i?! oh gosh. i miss him too. he become more chubby. AHACKS! XD

ouhokay. went home at about 8pm plus as my stomach was growling and my stomach hurts so badly and having a headache. LOL.