if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

are you all alone?

do you feel that you stand in solitude in this crowded world?

do you enjoy the company of yourself or do you hate being alone?

loneliness is not a desirable option, but often it helps to unclog one's mind.

spend a few minutes alone, away from the maddening crowds and delve deep into your soul.

as you drift into the chasms of your thoughts, you will find harmony with the world.

Labels: drifting.

when i was sick and lay a-bed, i had two pillows at my head and all my toys beside me lay to keep me happy all the day.

i was diagnosed with flu, cough, phlegm, sore throat and fever and have to take a good rest for 2 days.
my body is weak and i can't think of anything right now even if it's going to kill me but i'm pretty sure that i'm going to face this weakness to make sure that i manage to pull it through.

thanks to amri bestie for accompanying me to the doctor and waited for hours eventhough i look as though i'm going to be dead.

now, i'm just waiting to recuperate well and resting well.

Labels: still recuperating.

we reached kl at around 2pm after 7 hours of journey.

it was so awesome and we had lunch at a&w, old time favourite.

after which, we went for 1sst day shopping at klcc and bought few items which i bought for the little brothers.

settled down at home and bought foods back to the villa.

we had planned for zouk kl it was so tremendously awesome place eventhough i and khai are underage for the age limits of 21 and 23.

nyehahas(:

fuhyoh!

the bouncer goes saying to us about,

fandi: muka nampak budak kecik tapi umur dah tua. hahaha!

me: he goes tapping my cards and the pass them all to bf.

khai: eventhough his birthday is coming on april but then they let him pass through.

it happens all of us all got in despite different kinds of reasons just to go in the club.

in the club, it was super power and we had a lot of funs and all got different kinds of styles when wanting to go back home, it was hilarious i tell you.

okay and so we got so little time and we only slept like for 3 hours for each person and had breakfast at ascott hotel that was catered by them.

now all of them are sleeping and no one's using the laptop so i'm just updating a bit of my life over here.

nyehahas(:

soon at 1pm, we are all going for 2nd round of shoppings.

yea yea!

Labels: wait for my return in 1 more day.

great! i'll be flying off with them 13/02/10 at 6:45am so just pray for my journey to and fro will be smooth through out and people starting to write for me a checklist what to get for them.

hahaha!

even though my leave wasn't approved but i still go ahead, it's not as though i didn't told them so ya probably when i come back to work on tuesday they will just give me a warning.

grrhh!

i love you, mwaks!*

i'm still not done with my packing and almost forget to bring my passport, how forgetful can i be.

i need to wake up at 5am and still not asleep as well, haiyo!

can i just don't sleep and straight off to bathe at 5am cause i'm afraid i might overslept!

boooo ;(

Labels: happiness.

the number seat "53" totally brings me good luck! ;)

even though people tried to ruined my morning sleep.

it's nice bumping into an old friend while am working as he went for a small surgery which totally disgusting and certainly we are planning to do a little catch up together as it's been a long time since we talk and hoping he gets well soon.

Labels: good luck.

life's getting a bitch, i must say.

if you have to challenge us, it's better off that i'll will be leading my own life.

i made this decision, i will do it and you just got to wait even it takes years to wait.

Labels: part of me will be gone.

everything went smoothly except for some conflicts but overall managed to pull it through all together and mostly that we are all happy and having fun together to put in all our efforts for boyfriend's birthday.

all special thanks to those who have helped me mostly;

cousin yani, khai, niza, taufik, mawarni, abang fazli, abang apai, nas, rohana.

it was a great pleasure, thank you all.

the surprise turns out great and it was all written all over boyfriend's birthday that he was clueless about everything and didn't expected his birthday turns out shocked.

hope you love it and remember this surprise once and for all and the presents that i gotten for you which you have been wanting a walletand have been hinting me, i know.

mwaks!*

Labels: i love you.

Nistar Nisa(:

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