Sunday, January 31, 2010


planned to go to ikea to get the necessary stuffs with cousin yani but eventually boyfriend wanted to followed so have to lie that my cousin wanted the stuffs for her ownself but it's not.

we planned to have a surprise party for boyfriend for his 23rd birthday.
1) book a hotel to throw out the party but can't get any hotel due to the last minute plan.
2) botanic garden - cancelled.
3) sentosa - okay set go.

the presents that he wanted mostly, i gotten for him due to  because of love okayyy.

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Friday, January 29, 2010


seriously, i got no mood for anything after the day they come and let me know about it.
why in the world must they come and say, " priority is given to all chinese since it's chinese new year. "
what the fuck!

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Sunday, January 24, 2010



i don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.

our 4 years 11 months anniversary was requested by me to take a photoshoot at chinese garden and it was worth it and baby loves it cause he's getting a hang of his camera now except for the hot weather that make me sweat a lot.

supposingly after spending our time for few hours together photoshooting, baby asked me to go over to his place to eat but i was so tired that i need to be back home early and so much for his kind understanding.

muhammad fandi, i love you. <3


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Friday, January 22, 2010



a women under stress is not immediately concerned with finding solutions to her problems but rather seeks relief by expressing herself and being understood.

pressure and stress is the common cold of the psyche.

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Thursday, January 21, 2010



love is when the other person’s happiness is more important than your own.

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Wednesday, January 20, 2010



they certainly stalked me across the field, as i knew they would.
it was an old-fashioned, roll-your-sleeves up, kick for the corners type of match.

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Friday, January 15, 2010

another birthday?
why it seems only yesterday that i were a whole year younger.
i'm older today than yesterday but younger than tomorrow, Happy Birthday!(:


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Thursday, January 14, 2010


i didn't want my picture taken because i was going to cry.
i didn't know why i was going to cry, but i knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and i'd cry for a week.
i could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full.

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seriously i was so touched that my bestie amri bought for me a dress which i have been wanting something like it and i was so surprised and tell him thank you a lot of times.
 it's been a wonderful night spending time with my own bestie once in a while after quite some times we haven't got the time to do a proper catch up.

pastamania, orchard & arab street.

thank you so much bestie for making my day end with a smile.
eventhough you guys from racing poker thought of giving me a surprise but in the end you guys can't due to tight schedule at a last minute plan, i understand.
the thoughts that counts it's appreciated and it's enough for me.

so my birthday will be at work later on, hopefully nothing goes wrong cause if you do, i make sure you life turns upside down.

 







 
 


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Wednesday, January 13, 2010

it's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces

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Saturday, January 09, 2010

i know i shouldn't be a thick skin but i'm just hinting on somebody that i want a emporio armani watch for my birthday this year so badly and i would be mostly delighted if i got what i have been eyeing on.
but of course, i'm appreciated for whatever lovelies i will get.

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Sunday, January 03, 2010



congratulations to the new wedding couples, oh husband and wife i mean.
nyehahas(:

i'm so happy like finally and unimaginable that she's getting married.
we were so enthusiatic about her wedding and so keen in knowing more how she's going to manage in her life, her wedding deco's, her expenses and all which is so interesting.

a happy marriage is a long conversation which always seems too short.

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Saturday, January 02, 2010



they have bring the joy to my family as well and the bonding getting closer.

countdown, sleepover, engagement, chilling, prawn fishing, sleepover and home sweet home, wedding.

oh well i do not know why nowadays people like to stalk about my pretty life.
their own personal life, they do not know how to handle yet they want to know about others just to mess up our life.

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Friday, January 01, 2010


 
 
 
 
 

it was a wonder-fool night with boyfriend, cousin yani, khai, kucing, mon and haikal.

eventually we all were planning just to chill and slack nearby my place as khai was totally bored.
khai got lost on his way here and then kucing and mon also on their way here as well.
chit chat about the trip for some getaway trip for all of us, not confirm yet but most probably yes.
way too many plans for this january and february for me though.

so this night, they all initially were planning to go town but cancelled due to me and cousin yani dressing code was so uncool for the both of us.
hahaha!
next solution to karaoke but khai said he don't sing. Booo;(
got so tired, i asked cousin yani to accompany me to the toilet and they guys asked us to buy drinks for them but they call back to say don't need to buy and when we got back to the place, all of them were missing.

so we called them and they said to wait at lrt and asked us to get into the car.
we asked them repeated times where are they bringing us to they said just follow.
grrhh! so they brought us to Farm Mart near CCK and we girls thought they wanted to go adventure but we were so wrong.
so they wanted to bring us for prawning but it was so damn packed and brought us to another destination to Lakeside Farm Village.
it really test our patience for prawn fishing for freaking 3 hours for only 2 prawns and the guys got so hungry and they were saying the $12 they could go to newton to eat a feast down there.

boyfriend and khai were the ones who caught these 2 prawns.

the last thing when we get back home, khai make a nuisance joke saying that he confirm get home and would hear this sound by a bird, ooowww ooowww!
nyehahas!

seriously shit when we got back home, he called us and we became his witness by hearing that bird sound which was so freaking loud as though the bird swallowed a microphone and it was getting abit scary.

*Prawn Fishing @ Lakeside*

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boyfriend's bestfriend got engaged on the 01/01/2010.
it's a nice date for the starting of a new year.
congratulations Niza! (:
mwaks!*

time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity. 

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for last year's words belong to last year's language and next year's words await another voice.
and to make an end is to make a beginning. 





 drop the last year into the silent limbo of the past.
let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.

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