if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

happy 23rd birthday, puteriku hashiela! (:

the feeling of excitement to meet with the babies was beyond my control but sadly i have to face to work till 8.30pm and eventually rush myself down for home to get change as quickly as possible and doll up myself to look gorgeous.
i was quite surprised before heading out, mummy was nagging at me cause she was suspecting me for going clubbing.

my mobile keeps on ringing with text messages and calls.

i apologies for making you ladies and guys for awaiting for my arrival but because i was held up.
puteri's fiance drove us to dblo from bugis.

at the carpark itself, we surprised puteri with her birthday surprises that caught her being excited.

on the dancefloor which even part of dblo, pretty much i bumped into few of my friends and happened that few strangers just turn to me and pop some questions which caught me in surprised how on earth they recognised me.

party like a rockstar and the night was a fever which i guess prolly heading down there on the 7th october with my friends, i really enjoyed the night with my babies.

the night ended at 3am which was pretty early.
sadly we were still awaiting for some more musics to tune in and dance but it was time for us to walk out.

farah could still continue her night to zirca while the others followed puteri's fiance and he drove us to yishun.
while inside the car everything goes smooth on the road except for the part that he drifts.
sober, we continued to sing and dance inside his car with so much enthusiatic then took cab home halfway from yishun.
thanks for the night babies, lets do it again?

lastly, we hope you like the present that we gotten for you princess eventhough its a last minute thing for us.
thanks s for helping me, you know i know.

Labels: sexylicious groove.

remember the other time i told you that i will be away?

it's time for me to take a short break.

3 days . . .

Labels: i expect a good news.

it's our day on a special occassion, happy 5th months anniversary & selamat hari raya aidilfitri.

that night when i put an effort to strive hard for what i wanted, i hope it will all be true one day which is very soon.
i'm not ready to have any disappointment in my life anymore cause it's too emotional breakdown for me these 1 month and horribly i'm losing weight which sounds so ugly.

i hope you still have the heart to make a decision and the card i made specially for you is just to make you realize that how hard i have been working on just to strive for your love and win it.
i want to be your life partner who could give you the best in your life so your life would be a perfect one whereby people will be jealousy and envy us like no others could have.
be truthful.

Labels: do you think i'm happy?

i'm fucking broke, i don't know how am i to survive?
aarrgghh!

somebody already pissed me off which i don't think they care as all they could think is for themself to enjoy and feel the satisfaction of having something new that brings to their life, what about us?

Labels: unconcern.

let go of the things that can no longer be fixed.
if you force to try to put them back, things will only get worse.
holding on is being brave, but sometimes moving on makes you even tougher.

Labels: in a word today.

if you love me, say it.
if you trust me, do it.
if you want me, show it.
if you need me, prove it.

i went to bukit panjang singapore post to collect my driving licence and waited for the boy to fetch me and went to his house to take his appointment card before proceeding for his appointment at tan tock seng hospital.

the boy had removed his cast and it looks so weird which i disturbed him, " fake nose " and laughed but i think he's angry for mocking at him.
never mind my boy, i just like they you are laogong.
nyehahas(:

his next appointment would be this friday when i will be working therefore i hope he will fetch me at work cause it's been a while but then he did mentioned about fetching me tomorrow when he's in camp and i got lost but he mistook tomorrow for weekend.

we ride off to ah boy motor shop to settle with his drz<3 which cost so much, i knew he would be afraid to tell me.
time was running out after all have been settled, there wasn't any time for me to buy food home so he send me back home in time for my break fast at home while he headed off back to camp.

now now now, why couldn't we get through the boys in camp?!
for sure the boy handphone rings but it was as though he went overseas, it's not funny at all okay love.
you make me worried sick and just need to get an explanation from you.

" u pergi ke luar negeri tanpa i ke sayang? "

Labels: your secrets is under my hand.

Nistar Nisa(:

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