" make me better "

you were once part of my life and then you left me alone and now you come back into my life again.
do you think i'm like a toy to you?

i deserved better after all even if any outcome tends to come in between.
even if you ask me to take the consequences for whatever may happen in future, i don't deserve that.

we all witnessed that allahyarham mustaffa met with an accident when we were escorting brother adie's & sister nureen's wedding from yishun to clementi.
everything happened at once glance that we were too shocked to come across this kind of incident happened during my cousin wedding.
allahyarham mustaffa just returned from taiwan and never expected such accident to happen in the evening.
such a sad accident.

we were happily having a great wedding escorting together with team revenge, first avenue and team kutu and followed by other mates and such things had to happen.
when we returned back, team revenge proceed to nuh.
once we returned back everything's change and it turns out silent but we tried to make everyone happy and not a disappointed ceremony.
till now, i can't go to sleep but think of the accident.
i told brother and i warned him not to drive motorbike speeding.
but love said a fucking disappointed words over me and i swear it's cursing.

as long as i still haven't get hold of all the pictures on abang adie's and kak nureen's wedding, i won't update more.
nyehahas(:
so, just wait.

and uncle hassan was admitted to hospital the next day after the wedding as told by mum after i reached from work, i was so shocked i can't visit to hospital due to work.

" sentosa date "

i was supposed to meet my secondary schoolmates for gathering visiting each other house with the guys but it was cancelled.
perhaps next year?
i already made a promise to the guys that i will meet them as soon when november comes, hopefully.


then i called love asking him about the date we should have if my plan was canceled and so we decided to get thing moving fast but we took our own sweet time to get ready.
in the end, we took 2 hours before we meet up.


our date to sentosa but was caught in the rain and we were just walking around like a tourist surveying some information for our honeymoon this december, hopefully.
we both was surprised as we received good new and we decided to go back to harbourfront coffee shop to have a big feast for just the two of us and gosh i was so full with what we had ordered.
goodness.

so initially, after eating accompanied love for his new hair cut.
he got so fed up cause his hair always got caught by his officers.

" random "

boyfriend never pick up my call and i'm angry.

the smell of the bust massage cream still sticking onto my hand which i find it hard to remove.
eeewww, stinks!

" no plan no plans "

grrrhhh!
computer just got better with the help of uncle robert.
it's been few days since the computer breakdown.
and now, whole family abandon me alone at home and i got my hand to type on this blog of mine to update of all the recent post which have been relaxing for few days.

yesterday, everything was alright but today, something was missing.
oh why should this be happening?
somebody quick help me resolve my problems, please.
and i bet this whole week somebody is going to abandon me alone with someone else who can keep me accompany.
shits.

" boredom "

stayed over at work for an hour to do waxing while waiting for them to get ready and end work.
ordered maxi dress and kimono dress online with arina's sister in law.
it will only be delivered in next 14 days.
oh gosh, i just couldn't wait.

after work, trained down to clementi with arina and mavis as mavis wanted to do her hair and so bring her to the salon and i went over to arina's home.
his brothers and girlfriend were over at the place and i make friends with them to be friendly.

after 2 hours, at last mavis hair was done and we went to eat at the nearby coffee shop and get my old time favourite nasi ayam at the old time favourite uncle place.
nyehahas(:
it's still as yummylicious as before.
mavis treated us as we accompanied her.
thank you mavis.
mwaks!

after eating, separated and i went home together with mavis.
pheww!
tomorrow off and i got no plan.
fuck!

gf syasya fetched me outside my work and labelled me as which i won't tell you.
hmph!
nyehahas(:
walked around taka and paragon in search of birthday cake for arina but baby eve called and said they have cut cake at work.
grrrhhh!

then babygirl texted me and saying she is outside taka near people singing but eventually when i walked, somebody look at me but i can't see who exactly is that person staring and as when i go nearer, it was babygirl and her cousin.
laugh laugh is what you know huh babygirl.

nyehahas(:

we chilled around while waiting for my boyfriend to fetch me and gf syasya and so while waiting, we camwhore and we sure have a good laugh out loud for some good reasons.

after boyfriend reached, we separated and me, boyfriend and gf syasya went to outram to meet up with the rest of my colleagues.
we were going to celebrate arina's birthday at dbl o.
bumped into a lot of people inside the club.
so unexpected that i will run into them.

and now, let the pictures do it's talking.
so enjoy.

" out to town "

after work, yana, arina and the mos bouncers waited for me outside lucky plaza and we went to play pool as to celebrate arina's birthday in advance with them.

all of them are very friendly and ya some are connected to me which is coincidence.
played pool few rounds with them and the guys are always the winner.
nyehahas(:
but too bad for us ladies who always lose.

after playing pool and arcade, we were so hungry that we proceed to burger king at wheelock and dine in there.
more and more people keep in joining us but arina and yana wanted to separated after that after we ate cause we are working the next day.
we boarded the train and we had a long chit chat inside the train and make some loud noise, oopps!*