i tricked babyboy that i would not be sending him off to Pasir Ris.
ended up, i said that i need to meet my babyboy at Woodland Drive 16 at 4pm.
nyehahas. [:
he smiled and die die he asked me to fetch him at his home.

i went out early and do my ez-link bus concession and after that i met his home.
after fetching him, we went to Vista Point as he need to buy some things.
and then he asked me to walk from Vista Point to Causeway Point.
thanks to the raining and we took bus to Woodland Interchange.

we went to bazaar and bought some food and ate while waiting to kill the time.
at 4.15pm, we met up with Ramadhan at Woodland Mrt station and headed to Pasir Ris Mrt station.

babyboy call me small girl cause he said i cry like a small girl.
nyehahas. [:
as we were listening to the song; big girls don't cry.

i received a call from Aniss.
nyehahas. [:
we met up at Pasir Ris as she is also sending his BF.
cool or what?

when babyboy left me alone and for the moment i feel like crying.
boohoo):
when we are separated, i took train together with Daya and headed back home.

babyboy messaged me some love quotes and i was stunned cause this is for the first time he send me this kind of message.

'' aku tenggelam dalam lautan kasih sayang mu. tak mungkin aku lepaskan ikatan ini. ''

babyboy; together we will plan for the future.
i love you.

'' happy 2 years 1 month anniversary; 24/11/07. ''


babyboy rushed me and he waited for me at Woodland control station at 4pm.
me and babyboy headed to Far East Plaza by taking taxi as he said he was damn late to meet his Princess Elizabeth primary school friends.
we met them at Far East Plaza at 4.30pm.
4 boys and 2 girls which includes me and babyboy.
one of the boys wished happy anniversary to me and babyboy.
aww.
we ate at Sakura and chit-chat.
after eating, they go for smoke break.
happen to bump into with Zul and GF; Daya.
cam whore while they smoking and now i'm patiently waiting for babyboy friend to send me the pictures then i will upload it.
yes arr.

next, babyboy wants to go shopping to look around for tops.
babyboy bought 2 tops from Topman at Wisma Atria.
walked around Wisma Atria to look for more tops and then to Heeren to look for his shoes and then to Meridien but couldn't find any shoes that is nice and so we walked to Dhoby Ghaut Mrt station and boarded the train and alighted at Newton Mrt station.

we walked to Newton food court and met up with babyboy Ite Simei school friends.
we reached there at about 7pm.
4 boys and 4 girls which includes me and babyboy.
we ate BBQ ikan pari, butter prawns and kailan with friend rice.
what a feast.
yummilicious!
we spend 3 hours at Newton food court eating.
fuyoh!
cam whore and now i'm patiently waiting for babyboy friend to send me the pictures then i will upload it.

at about 10pm plus when all have finished eaten, all went separated ways.
me and babyboy waited for taxi and finally we got 1 taxi and board the taxi.
he send me back to my home and spend the time together for a while and he went off by taking taxi.
haiyo!
i reached home at about 11pm plus and so does babyboy.

babyboy; thanks for everything.
you introduced me to your primary school friends and ite school friends.
aww.
i didn't expected the day could be fun with all your friends and i am able to get to know each and everyone of your friends.
you spend quite a lot today and i'm jealous till you said we will go out together only the 2 of us soon as now he has a tight schedule with all his friends.
nyehahas. [:
happy 2 years and 1 month anniversary.
i love you.

'' one by one; 22/11/07. ''

me and gundu GF; Natt went to school together and met up with gundu GF; Lulu outside school.
we went for CARE class and DLT test.
one by one the teacher came to meet us and talk with us.
me, gundu GF; Natt and gundu GF; Lulu are called the '' 3 beauty queens ''
and to think that Miss Leung our CA ask the 3 of us to prove Mdm Cecilia wrong that we are not the 3 flower pots.

'' causeway point; 21/11/07. ''

i waited for gundu GF; Natt and Yaya and by the the they reached we took bus 31 and Aisha also joined us.
i was afraid that i was late for my DLT practical test and ended up i was late but luckily it haven't started yet.

i paired up with Yeeling as the therapists for Valerina as the model.
Yeeling do for her under arm waxing but i did not do cause i was not up to the standard.
i waited for Yeeling to finish up doing the under arm and do together on the both legs.
luckily, the teacher didn't nagged at me and i guess i did okay for the waxing.
nyehahas. [:

after 2 hours of DLT practical test, we proceed to the lecture room for out SLO test.
BF and BG combined together.
gundu GF; Lulu was late for the test due to overslept but she's lucky that the test haven't started yet.
i think i did pretty well for the test cause mostly the questions is easy and hopefully i passed with flying colours.
woohoo(((:

so after SLO test, me, gundu GF; Natt and gundu GF; Lulu hold on to our stomach and took bus 168 to Woodland and headed for the bazaar.
nyehahas. [:
we bought keropok lekor, tokoyaki and vadai and proceed to the opposite of Civic and headed to the hall of 1 of the block.
we ate there and we were like macam budak secondary school lepak kat bawah block tapi ini makan.
we chit-chat while eating our foods.
by the time, there's a group of young people keep looking at us.
they left after chilling out for a while and then there's another a group of young people but they were dancers.
we watched they danced and we also pasang telinga what they said.
nyehahas. [:
gundu GF; Natt especially laughed over their silly and cute acts.
we headed home right after when we feel like going off already.
me, gundu GF; Natt and gundu GF; Lulu all went separate ways.

'' spa visit; 20/11/07. ''

i had my difficulties waking up my 2 gundu GF's.
they sleep like a pig, i swear.

gundu GF; Lulu when i called her for the first time she picked up and when i was about to go out i called her again to check on her and i didn't expected she to sleep back again.
gundu GF; Natt when i called her she never picked up and the stories continue without picking up any of my calls.
i guess it already that she put her handphone to silent without vibration.
hmph!

met up with gundu GF; Natt at Tampines Interchange at 8.30am.
supposedly we are to reach in school by 8.45am as we have 3 spa visits.
i bumped into Yani and Zaid.
my worst nightmare.
reached school exactly at 8.45am.
we meet up with gundu GF; Lulu at the Engineering block.

we took the bus school transport.
and off we go to the 1st spa visit; '' Aramsa Spa '' at Bishan Park.
2nd spa visit: '' Lagunita Spa '' at Changi.
3rd spa visit: '' The Retreat '' at Changi Village Hotel.

i swear the trip to these 3 spas was eventually absolutely fun.

when is my turn to be interviewed?

i followed my parents to daddy's friend wedding at Yew Tee.
it was a worthwhile trip to Yew Tee while waiting for babyboy and gundu GF; Natt.
aiyoyoh.
after the wedding, daddy send me to Causeway Point while they went back.
i reached Causeway Point at 4.15pm.

babyboy reached at 4.45pm.
gundu GF; Natt reached at 5.15pm.
aiyoyoh.

( babyboy and me while waiting for gundu GF; Natt )

( we look alike don't we? )

walked around Causeway Point and bazaar.
bought keropok lekor and wadeh and ate at Civic Centre.
chill while waiting for the rest to come.
the plan was to meet at 6pm and eat at Seoul Garden.
but, everything seemed cocked up.
huergh!
met up with Zul, Azhari and GF and proceed to Arcade and play some games to kill the time.
how fun can that be?
i swear that both me and gundu GF; Natt was laughing out loud inside the arcade.
challenging with each other with some games.

( cool right? )

( the two people in my life )

( gf and azhari )

( it's time to eat our pizza )

( gelojoh eh makan? )

( babyboy and his Crunchy Temptations )

'' oh well oh well. ''

things that i have planned to go accordingly is all being ruined.
oh yes, everything is being ruined.

of course i know my blog is getting boring these few days due to i got no mood to blog.
once i got the mood to blog, why not you wait for the outcome that my posts will be a happy moments.

[ day five ]

babyboy, 1 more days and you will get to message me or call me like what we used to do.
nyehahas. [:
i know it's getting hard as days goes by but i simply can't wait for the day when you always get to book out and imagine all the days that i will get to spend time with you all to myself.
oh my god, i'm waiting for it.
hurhur):
babyboy, i miss you a lot rather than you do okay?
i know it's getting hard but what is a relationship for for not going through thick to thin right?
obviously, since i had chose this path and i don't care by all means i'm rightfully yours right now and i had chose this path to go through thick to think with you only my babyboy.
everything regardless there's even people trying to ruin our relationship, i won't let that happen.
we already had said that after getting back together is to think about the future and have faith each other.
most importantly, you are doing well inside okay?
i miss you, i swear.
i love you.

thanks to these 2 gundu girlfriends of mine make my day with super fabulous extra fun day.
i love you my gundus for showering me with all the loves.

i attended the whole lessons for the day which ended at 3pm.
teachers seems to be proud of us now.
best friend; Aini was having a school bazaar.
as a best friend, i dropped off to her stall and helped her bought something.
took bus 31 to Tampines Interchange and took bus 168 to Woodland.
me and gundu GF; Lulu looked around the bazaar at Causeway Point and bought some food back.
coincidently, i saw Edlin and her BF too and she called me by my name.
i was shocked.
after buying the food, took bus 960 back to my crib.

and practically, i saw zaid and yani.
woohoo(((:
without hesitation, stared at them like nobody business.
say what you like cause for what i know who make the scene in the first place?
treat me like a dog, i will treat you as a dog too.
now i know what exactly had happened and stop probing about the past and you had better gave me back what you own me.

[ day four ]

babyboy, 2 more days.
argh!
and the feeling is so sucky.
bahh~
i can't wait for you to book out and i am able to spend time with you once again.
yea babyboy.
i can't wait for the day to come when you book out.
i love you.

( remember this was the first picture that we took? )

[ day three ]

babyboy, i need you by my side.
can i follow you too and be by your side too when you are out for your field camp for 6 days?
i had rather choose it to be that way as long as i am able to be by your side.
babyboy, come back quickly pretty please.
i miss you like crazy till my eye tears drop.
you don't know how much i miss you till everytime i'm with my friends i would say to them that i need my babyboy.
aww.
3 more days to go and the feeling is so unbearable.
no matter what i will always be strong and i will always be waiting for you.
i love you.

i reached back to my crib yesterday morning at 3am.
i followed my parents over to Bishan to help out rewang at 9pm.
daddy rented a car and so we we drove there.
bahh~
luckily, cousin; Yayan, cousin; Haziq all were present.
cousin; Yazid slept throughout the whole day when i reached at 9pm.
helped out a bit and stuffs and after that we chilled out.
due to the tiredness, i slept inside the car and just waited for them like hours plus at about 2am then they want to make a move.
reached back to my crib at 3am, finally.
slept until today evening at 3pm.

okay, i'm pretty bored with nothing to do.
but i have a lot of assignments, okay?
aarrgghh!

[ day two ]

babyboy, quickly come back can?
i'm missing you like crazy and i'm super duper bored without you around.
with you around you never fails to brighten up my days and especially surprise me everything with what you have in mind.
quick quick quick come back pretty please.
we shall go out right after you came back fro your field camp, aight?
your babygirl is right here always waiting for you.
you should know it, okay?
hmph!
i love you.

'' sentosa trip 07/11/07 ; songs of the sea. ''

babyboy Dee(: book out on Wednesday morning and he and his platoon mates off to Discovery Centre for some field trip.
after he reached back to his crib, he messaged me to meet him at 6.30pm.
luckily i was not yet asleep.
nyehahas. [:

met him at Woodland Mrt Station.
the plan was to go Orchard to watch movie but he insisted of going Sentosa and dropped of at Dhoby Ghaut Mrt Station and took NEL to Harbourfront Station.

'' alaa, i nak tengok fireworks kat Sentosa. kan Deepavali. ''

i was blur as a sotong and just followed him.
he paid for everything.
the entrance to Sentosa and the tickets to Songs of the Sea.
i still don't know what was going on actually.
Songs of the Sea show time was at 8.40pm.
to kill the time, we walked around the shops.
i scolded babyboy Dee(: cause he didn't told me exactly where were we going and one thing for sure, i didn't bring my camera.
what the hell.
i keep grumbling.
hmph!
luckily, Kodak DigiPhoto shop have some activity and i keep bugging babyboy Dee(: to ask and yes finally we took that they took for us pictures with the Song of the Sea, fish main attraction.
total cost for just two 6 X 8 Photo Print: $20


after that, it's time for the Songs of the Sea show time.
we bought the popcorn and drink then we proceed to the front stage.
it was so happening.
i swear i love the atmosphere that happened.
lazers, fires, water splash, fireworks and the musics.
oh my god, i keep telling babyboy Dee(: that we should come here again with camera along.
it was wasted without bringing the camera along.
hurhur):

after the show ended, we chilled off by the beach near Café del Mar.
how sweet that we spent the time by the beach and crap all the way.
nyehahas. [:
it was so sweet and romantic.
babyboy Dee(: held me tight and i'm so touched.
woohoo(((:
we stayed there for an hour plus plus.
when we wanted to leave, the sky train was closed.
so how?
no taxi no bus.
called for a taxi but to no avail and luckily there's 1 passenger dropped off there and we quickly ran for the taxi and took it and all the way back to our crib.
luckily, there was a taxi rescuer.

'' hi b. morning. sorry tertidur semalam. just too tired. =) it's okay. i try my best to give you the best moment everytime we meet since we can't meet always. so everytime we meet, i try my best to make it a special and memorable time for us. love you babygirl. ''

babyboy Dee; overall i love the day especially when i get to spend time with you.
you said there was fireworks due to Deepavali but you lied.
padahal-padahal.
you brought me to Sentosa and watched Songs of the Sea.
nyehahas. [:
but it was the sweet and romantic day ever and most importantly you were beside me and surprise and pamper me with everything.
i love you.


'' sad yet happy. ''

i fetched him at his crib at 5pm and off we go to Pasir Ris.
took bus from his crib to Woodland Interchange.
took Mrt all the way to Pasir Ris Mrt Station.
i swear it was packed with loads of people.
met up with Fahmi and gundu GF; Natt at Pasir Ris and ate at Burger King.
after eating, search high and low for their things for the field camp.
boohoo):

gundu GF Natt; i know you know what someone asked for.


after sending him off, me and gundu GF; Natt took Mrt to Orchard Mrt Station and met up with gundu GF; Lulu and Fi.
went to Taka to buy our dinner.
cheese prata, vadai and cheese hot-dog bun.
walked around and just chilled off.
after that, everyone went to their own crib.

oh yes, we did cam whore.



babyboy Dee; we quarreled over something stupid and i put down the phone cause i got no mood to chit-chat with you anymore.
you messaged me saying blah blah blah.
i could say nothing and didn't replied to your messages after that till the next morning when you messaged me.
haiyo.
overall, i still love you no matter what had happened.
now, we are back to normal.
okay now, i'm jealous.
i love you.

'' he says i'm his first priority. ''

no matter how hard i tried to forget about the past, it still haunts me.
should i take drugs?

i won't be so stupid enough to take drugs.
aarrgghhh!

zaid; detest me for who i care and i guess you are dumbfounded and could say nothing now.
i ask for my rights which i ought to.
you think by cheating me, you could get away so easily?
no lar dey.
don't assume you could run away.

you just got the wrong girl to mess up with.

oh yes, one more thing.
why your friends are being such a nosey to know about my personal life.
who are they to interfere with my life.
can't they just bother with their own life besides interfere with other people life.
they seriously got nothing better to do is it?

i got so many things to say to you if you happen to confront me.
by then i guess you will be dumbfounded.
i hope you will stop all your nonsense and pay back my things that you have ruined before and do you think i will give you face?
no way lar dey.

i am so happy with life with my babyboy Dee(:
there's no way out if you were to ruin my relationship with my babyboy Dee(:
cause we are seriously deeply in love now and we are starting afresh.
why not i plan my future with my babyboy Dee(: together?
oh yes, we intend to when the time is right.
i am really happy with my life now.

babyboy Dee; i guess it's time for me to let it go all the things that bothering me on my mind.
yearh, in fact i should.
how i wish you were beside me to console me when i'm crying like a baby girl.
boohoo):
no matter what, i will wait for you my babyboy.
oh yes, tomorrow you will book out and i really really hope to meet you up.
thursday is the day you have to book in back and i thought of surprising you before you go.
nyehahas. [:
for me to know and for you to find out.
i love you.

'' i know you know public don't know. ''

fetched babyboy Dee(: at Tanah Merah Mrt Station at 9.30am.
babyboy Dee(: was with Clinton.
Clinton alighted at Kembangan Mrt Station.

me and babyboy Dee(: went off to BPP to buy breakfast for himself and Aizat and then went off to Aizat's crib.
Kak Wani was also there.
it's been a long time since we last met.

uploading songs, checking blog, checking Friendster & Myspace, sleeping and eating.
that is what me, babyboy Dee(: and Aizat do since morning till evening.
Kak Wani went out to Serangoon for Open House.
Aizat's both parents reached home with Kak Wani together at about 4pm plus.
all i do was to browse the net using the laptop the whole day.

i disturbed babyboy Dee(: when he go online and i happened to read his messages at inbox and i found out that girl messaged him.
if can, i don't want her to message babyboy Dee(: anymore and even disturb him with some reasons.
babyboy Dee(: wanted to say that girl is my bestfriend and i told him that i don't have a bestfriend who's age is about 19 or 20 years old.

rahh! remembering the past make me really hate her even more.

reasons: she have back stabbed before and took my loved one before.
she may apologized to me but that doesn't make me hate her till now.
cause she and her fake lies.
fuck*

ate our dinner before babyboy Dee(: went off.
ate Mee Soto together with babyboy Dee(: Aizat and Kak Wani at the dining room.
after eating, babyboy Dee(: went off to bathe while i, Aizat and Kak Wani sat inside the room and chit-chat while waiting for him to finish bathing.

both Aizat's parents thought me and babyboy Dee(: are siblings.

'' nie kakak ke adik? ''
'' kawan. ''
'' huh? oh adik eh? ''

Aizat and Kak Wani disturbed also saying,

'' adik ke pe? ''

oh yes, i helped Aizat do sewing manually by my own two hands for his Civil Defence flag.
* claps *

me, babyboy Dee(: and Clinton met up at BPP and took taxi to Pasir Ris.
the hoodies was present too at BPP.
nyehahas. [:
send all of his platoon mates off and i went off together with Dayah and took the Mrt.
bumped into Niny and her boyfriend at Pasir Ris.
i alighted at Bugis Mrt Station and wanted to take taxi from there but it was fully crowded.
fuck*
i have to wait for bus 960 and alighted at Pending and took taxi back to my crib
i reached back to my crib at about 10.30pm.

red: nisa ; blue: dee

'' asal d tak boleh angkat kol? bahh~ ''
'' Da kene lites off. ''
'' ouh. d, thanks for the day as i'm being able to spent time with you, at least. and you make me sleepy. haas. ''
'' Hehe..Den go n sleep k b..S0rry dat u hv to wake so early today jux to meet me.. ''
'' hahas. tau takpe eh d. hahas. see, i'm sacrificing my time just for my love one. soonnnn. ''
'' =) i appreciate it much..Thanx 4 ur time..U had to c0me al0ne n go hm al0ne t0o..Im s0o touched..Sleep early k b.. ''
'' yearhs. d sweet talker habis gilenye. nyehahas. [: just joking la dearest. heh. ''
'' ;) aight2..Dats y u luv me..Hehe..I lurp u t0o..Hehe..K syg..I wanna sleep..Its g0nna b a tough day 2m0roe..U t0o sleep k.. ''
'' okay babyboy. good night. brace up yourself and have confidence of yourself okay d in whatever you do. i love you too. mwaks! ''

right after i send him the last message, he called me immediately.
yaww!

he asked me to sleep early and reminded me not to sleep late.

( the video that gundu GF; Lulu took for me to make them laughed at me.
'' i'm trying my best to suck the cock. '' )

send report to school with gundu GF; Natt and gundu GF; Lulu.
after sending the report, hailed for a taxi to Tampines Mall and separated from there.
gundu GF; Natt accompanied gundu GF; Lulu eat at KFC, i think?
i took bus 969 from Tampines Interchange and saw Nana at Tampines Mrt Control Station.
chit-chat for a while and i have to go off.
boarded the bus 969 together with Zaim and the gang.
how pathetic it is when 1 of the Ite Simei guy look at me one of the kind and it so irresistible.
they dropped off at Yishun and waved at me.
bahh.
Zaim and the gang dropped off at Admiralty.
i dropped off at Woodland and took bus 963 and dropped off at Pending and took Lrt back to my crib and alighted at Fajar Lrt Station.

switched on the computer and check my stuffs.
it was already 3.00pm and i still haven't bathe yet.
quickly bathe and get prepared and took bus 190 to Far East Plaza.
i went out from my crib at 4pm and took bus 190 at 4.15pm.
i messaged cousin; Yani that i will be slightly late but i reached Far East Plaza cun-cun at 4.30pm.
nyehahas. [:
i reached earlier than cousin; Yani.

we met up at Far East Plaza at 4.30pm.
me, cousin; Yani and cousin; Yayan.
ate at Cahaya and i saw Nina with 1 guy.
walked around Far East Plaza and then to Wisma Atria and then to Taka and then to Heeren.
bought shirts and slippers.
i wore heels and i got a blister and find for a slipper to change it and finally i got it and wore it at the moment.

cousin Yani; thanks for the '' Little Miss Ditzy '' shirt and the treats.
i simply had funs with you and cousin; Yayan.
woohoo(((:

babyboy Dee(: messaged me at about 8.39pm.
i was still at town; Heeren.

i told cousin; Yani and cousin; Yayan that i want to buy babyboy Dee(: a boxer from Pull and Bear.
i find that the boxer is rather cute, i swear.
nyehahas. [:

'' aik, belikan i boxer u boleh nampak i pakai ke? hehe. ''

i took bus 190 while cousin; Yani took bus 106 while cousin; Yayan took Mrt.
boarded the 3rd bus and finally i got a seat to sit down.
my feet is killing me, that's why.
yaww!

babyboy Dee(: was messaging me still and out of the sudden when i was half-way asleep, he called me.
chit-chat for a while and he have to go for a smoke break.
when i reached back to my crib, i called him and chit-chat.
from 10.30pm to 12.00am.

he is cheeky but at times, he can be a great and wonderful boyfriend.
he pampers ever since we got back together.

'' =) tak suke ke? what is a boyfriend for? ''

bestfriend Aini; i know you are angry with me for some reasons.
my apologies for not being able to follow you and the Karate mates to go out for Hari Raya.
i got my own problem, that is enough.
i promise you that i will make up my time for you, i swear.

babyboy Dee; who say i'm happy if i go out when you are not beside me?
who say so?
huergh!
you are to be blame for not able to go out on Friday night as you are being punished.
hmph!
in fact, my Friday night and Saturday night is to spend time with you.
i wanted to give you a surprise on Friday night but the plan is being ruined.
so how?
i am now looking forward to go out with you on Sunday.
but we have so little time.
okay go, tomorrow i will fetch you at Tanah Merah after you book out tomorrow morning.
i love you.