if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

i swear just now in the train, i was thinking what time i'm going to get home.
so freaking tired and i can't wait to get home to switch on my comp to upload new pictures.

today lesson was quite okay.
there was a talk with one lecture about ''Paytomer'' i guess for 1 hour.
i slept throughout the whole period.
kinda boring to hear such lectures.
and then headed for lunch and stuffs.
then headed to practical room.
do housekeeping, stocking up and stuffs.
Leonie was my partner for the day.
woohoo.
she's pretty and crazy girl.
she hurt my nail and she was damn shocking.
muahahaha.
i don't blame you for that my dear girl. (:
and yes, she was my facial therapy partner too but she's the therapost and i'm the model.
woohoo.
after so long, i get to facial by someone different.
i swear she do for me the cleansing, skin analysis, massage and face mask and etc was damn good.
i love her hands especially when she massage me.
the feeling was so damn shiok seh.
muahahaha.
after lessons had ended, search for Aini and we ate at Cafe 1.
gerek-ness.
the Nasi Ayam somehow is super nice. (:
then met up with Hafiz, Fai and Izah.
go to the Karate room and i feel asleep.
somehow, i feel very tired.

but i had so much funs at Karate today.
and i'm the Treasurer la seh.
after Karate, we went to LJS at Tamp to eat before heading home.
chit chat and stuffs and talk about ghost.
scary gile babinye.

i'm not sure if you still miss and love me,
but i' m telling you i miss you and love you.
still keep waiting for you. (:

oh well oh well, i don't know what's wrong with me today?
seriously. am i such a dumbass?

do you know why i think i'm a dumbass?
i reached school 1 hours before school starts.
imagine from Bukit Panjang travel to Tampiness.
walauwei.
i just feel that i'm late for school and getting hurriedly to go out to school.
it turned out, i'm quite early.

so, i started to msg everyone that i know who schooling at Ite Simei wanting a accompany at school.
but luckily, Hazli accompanied me to school from Tampiness MRT to school and then went off with Fai and Black.
Fai and Black; my Karate gundus. (:
went to Cafe 2 and ate our breakfast.
early in the morning ate rice.
unusual of me to eat heavy stuffs.
both gundus accompanied till 9am when my lesson starts and then NATT(: came.

a high five for me.
woohoo.
i attended every lesson of the day today
i'm stating the facts hor.

a period of time, my hp got confiscated by my alien teacher.
hmph!
in fact class have not started yet and she confiscated it.
i was all worried about it to get back the hp.
received it back only after class has ended.
what the hell.
hurhur.
and yearh, someone msged me.
quickly i returned everybody a call back.
sheesh.

anyway, i can't wait for Karate lesson this coming Thurs.
cool shit and happy to meet all my new Karate mates.
the sadden thing is, the April in-take students who came is all boys except for 1 girl.
tsktsk.
kesian, Izah eh? =(
boohoo.

oh well, i'm feeling so happy yet blur.
wakakaka! (:

you really made my day, today.
i don't know if i'll get the chance again. =(

oh well, been meeting up with GF's & BF's since i got the time and catch up a bit on the things that we had missed.

guess what did i do the most yucky thing this week?
i ate chocolate and never realised that i ate with ants on it.
OMG! OMG!
i shouted the moment when i realised and everyone at home was like so shocked.
Mum said these; '' itu uh kau da lapar sgt tk tau nk tgk, asl blh mkn aje''.
haas.

rumors is starting to spread around.

oh boy, you talk behind my back and make me ashame in front of everyone,
what else you want?
you know what?
the hatred for you is my top list for now.
i'm just telling you off, don't step over my head, that's all.

you really pissing me off.

you're really driving me crazy.
i want to hate you but i can't cause i love you.

the day when we went out to together.

it's been a long time since we went out together-ness.
3 girls + 3 boys.

met with many peoples by coincidence.

i'm back from home.

reached home at about 12am.
walauwei.

i had tough training just now.
with new bunch of peoples.
it's great to know them all and especially can communicate well with Izah whom is Fai's GF and some of the guys.
some are older than us and some are at the same age as me.
but i bet we are going to get pretty close with the others, soon.
Karate ended kinda late today.
and after ended the lesson, we waited for the others and then headed to Tamp as me, Aini, Razzaaq, Izah and Fai are going to eat at KFC there.
as Razzaaq gundu are hungry.
oh well, i'm pretty sure that those guys kinda shocked to see me in Beauty Therapy learning Karate.
wooohoo. they asked me what's my name? and i was kinda listening to mp3 and i say out a big ''HUH?'' to them and yearhs i told them my name is NISA(: lor.
they just smiled.

anyways, today class i attended all and every lessons.
muahahahaha.
and yea, there's some part both me and NATT(: escaped from class and we took pictures.
ouh lalalala.

NISA(: misses her love love.

NISA's playing Fai's PSP during taking care of the Karate's Booth.

Some of the Karate peoples.

My Beauty Therapy gundu, NATT's visiting us at the CCA Fair.

the idiot and make us all at the CCA Fair laugh out loud.

wherever you go ,
whatever you do,
i will be right here for you.

whatever it takes,
no matter how my heart breaks,
i will still be right here just for you; my dearest.

i misses you every single days.
nevertheless, i had stopped tried not to leave you but you.
it's hard to explain by saying.
it's hard for me to endure all the facts just like that.
it's been 2 days this week i have seen you.
i hope tmr we still bump into each other.

oh well, i'm not feeling well since yesterday.
my stomach hurts so badly.
i can't take it the painess.
took taxi home urgently just now.

had CCA Fair just now.
all we ever did was sit down and chill and walk around and stuffs.
i slept during the free time.
and i woke up when i was being hit by the ball.
i just ignored about it.
my mind was not at ease.

rahh!
i didn't slept from yesterday nights till now.
my head is started to spin around.
oh gosh.

i had been dreaming too much nowadays.
my mind now is not at ease at the moment.
i'm so stress now.
seriously.

early morning accompany Roi, Shaik, Wan and Hazim to a nearby coffeeshop and ate.
and then headed to pondok and chilled out.
waited for Aini to come at about evening time.

me and Roi kept a promise.
since we both have not slept from yesterday, we shall continue not to sleep till today night at about 10.30pm.
huergh.

soon, the pondok is full with peoples.
Aidil make a change of his looks and then headed home.
he didn't even bother to look at me.
walauwei.
it still continues this way and never speak up with each other when at Mcd or at pondok and even when at Roi house.
i ask Wafi, why seh with Aidil?
then Wafi said it's because of me.

i was stunned and keep asking Aidil, are you okay?
and then finally, he talks to me.
thank god nothing happened.

yearhs. celebrated Roi's dad birthday at house and we camwhored a lot too.
we had so much funs.

Nistar Nisa(:

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