if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

would you rather choose a relationship who have been through thick to thin or would you rather choose a relationship who can provide you for your own future and settle down together with you with happiness?

Labels: once choice.

it was so un-planned at the very last minute and we met each other at wheelock and we ride off to dempsey hill and i don't even know where's the place was located at but it was so cool the moment i reached there.

we had ben's and jerry ice cream and it totally hit the combination with the live band and the musics they played there almost as if we are in a club.

nyehahas(:

after which we had ice-cream, we went to keppel by the bay to meet up with his friends and chill for a while.

then off to hakim's coffee shop for some drinks before we got home.

Labels: indulged by the ice cream.

i feel that i want to run away from this world.

when i am unhappy, is there anything more maddening than to be told that i should be contented with my lot?

Labels: unhappiness.

well well well, i don't know why people have to put on a consideration to feel pity when i have been suffering a lot which no one can understand whereby even my own family?

what can i say to my family when they make a decision that they think they will be the best for you and what i'm doing right now is just a hatred to their eyes.

how am i suppose to control these feeling of mine whereby now i feel so much of so fuck up and stress up and you people just want to add spice to it?

now i'm just telling you to mind your own problem and things would be much more appreciated and fill of happiness like how others have their own problem too and they settle it on their own.

how i am suppose to tell them that i'm happier in this way but all they can do is just nag nag nag.

Labels: expectations.

we were all so happy that we can't simply wait to reach to nunu's chalet at pasir ris costa stand resort chalet after work but first we went over to acap home at balestier and drive off to hougang to kak ika home and get baby aqil as well.

had nasi goreng which kak ika mum's cook which was so yummylicious and finish it off before proceeding to white sands which kak ika turn to drive and we bought for baby marsya float for her birthday present and baby aqil float for swimming.

reach the chalet and we settled down before we go for swimming, cool and we absolutely had funs and our bonding is getting closer as days goes past.

i love my colleagues.

Labels: more weekends please.

i've always believed that if you put in the work, the results will come.

i don't do things half-heartedly because i know if i do, then i can expect half-hearted results.

it is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.

Labels: it is foolish to fear what you cannot avoid.

you leave me breathless with your words.

taken by surprise, because i felt so secure.
because all the things, that you've done have let me wondering.

Labels: i had face a thousand years of pain.

why is this all happening to me?

tell me, why should it be me?

all those stuffs that were inside my coach tote bag that got stolen cost me alot.

i don't care regardless what you all tried to nag, console, advice me or everything else, it won't work it out.

tell me what you all can do?

just to make me cool down won't ease the matter.

nothing about it that you call do cause it's me that i need to settle all those necessary stuffs that need to be done.

do you know how badly and desperate and upset i was to lose all those?

i'm at the losing point in the whole picture situation.

i hope i can be strong without you cause like mum says, " when you in danger, can your friends help you out? "

Labels: exclusive.

what do you think it is?

do you think it's great to have this kind of problems occurring.

all the valuables and memories were all in there and now it's all gone.

do you have any idea this whole big impact cost a lot to me?

hurhur ;(

seriously for the first time this situation is not a small issue whereby i got to shut my mouth and hear all those bickerings.

i already got lots of things to settle with and all they can think of nagging and sort of nonsense instead them helping me might as well you just don't bother with my life.

seriously, it's way too much for me to handle but i'm telling myself i could do it.

Labels: i need it back.

berita harian interviewed my sister and both my parents today due to her distinctions for a levels.

my family is so proud of her, obviously.

let's tonight gonna be a good good night for me as it's been a few weeks since i had my good good rest.

hurhur ;(

Labels: one less lonely girl.

tsk tsk, how am i suppose to control and carry on with my life?

when each time and each year, there's always a problem keep occurring and i feel so affected.

tell me what should i do?

enough is enough, let's just say i'm tired.

there's not a single soul who could understand me that well but oh well i brought all this upon myself.

Labels: how i wish i can run away from home.

Nistar Nisa(:

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