if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

today is my 9th Months Anniversary with him.
too bad can't spend time with him or meet him.
as he'll be working on his new job. duh.
haa, i hope he did managed to do something about the cash thing for his uniform.

today, something bullshit happened.
and it was telling me i got punk and i can't keep a secret.
and it happened to be my used to be good buddy.

to my used to be good buddy,
if you're trying to punk me this is not the kind to punk ppl.
and you've hurt my feelings.
same goes for my best friend.

you betrayed me and my best friend.
i'm totally dissapointed in you.

you sms me saying that you still like me since Sec1 and Sec2.
and you meant it and serious about it.
you like my character, my style, my appearance and many more.
and ask me if i had like you?
you even said that you only love Fandi where love me?

buddy, i don't know why you're doing these things.
you liked me and said all those things when actually i also got to find out that you said the same thing to my best friend.

you said i'm being 'punk'?
if i'm being 'punk', you wouldn't said sorry alot of times and you wouldn't do all those silly things at me, dumb ass. it's outrageous that you did stupid things.

and now, you're telling me i couldn't keep a secret and told my best friend about it.
haa. best friend are meant to share everythings, shares food and drink and things and even shares secret. that is best friend. and i'm happy to have a best friend like her unlike you.

trying to call me gossiper for leaking out the secrets and you trying to see if i can keep a secret.
duh! it's so lame my buddy. you are already in Sec4 and stop being a kid; for goodness sake.

and then i got nonsense msges using WEBSMS.
i know who you are using the WEBSMS trying msg me with all those nonsense things.
and hell after that you used my boyfriend name; Fandi.
i know it was not him cause if you want to know when the time you WEBSMS to me,
i was actually SMS-ing with FANDI.
hahaha. wasn't that great?

hard pain.
the way i'm treating you now will not be the same as it used to be.

and i don't want you to keep begging me.
i want to know what was your main purpose for all these.
it's not because of being 'punk' or can't shares a secret.

i'll never fall in love with you cause i only love FANDI.
get it?

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
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