if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

i don't know if i'm doing the right thing?
aaargh.

why am i always bothered with problems?
why why why?!

i told myself i don't believe in love,
BUT...
i love someone whom i love him very much.

yesyesyes.
i'm willing to wait for this beloved of mine to be with me back once again.

BUT...
right now someone started to develop feelings for me although i'm closed to him.
i know he understands me but i also know you are feeling hurt in the inside.
you yourself knows why am i doing all these.

although i had ride on your motorbike and had spent times together with you,
i wouldn't want you to think that i'm just playing with your heart.
I'M NOT okay?!
please don't think it that way that i'm bad.
i just want to be close just like a good friends.
even if i had met your parents and on the close terms,
i don't want you to think that you've got the chance.
i'm not being rough here but i just don't want you be hurt because of me cause i will feel guilty.
i'm totally sorry.
its not the right time for me to make the decision.
aarghh!

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

❒ Taken ✔ Single ❒ Waiting For That Special Person

♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥