if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

aaarrrghhhhh!
i just feel like crying or get agitated whenever i'm alone in the dark thinking of the worst nightmares.
i hate the dark and i hate everything now what i have.
i feel it that way.
though when i said, its nothing.
think it back again, nothing?!
do you think so?

i'm just being so lenient and give you the face as i don't want to ruin your life.
i could just go to you and give you a smack on your face.
get it, girl?
ya, you can call me a bitch as i don't care what names you giving me.

all those words was just wishful sayings.
all along, it kinda true huh.

all those false hope you had given me and those false encouragements that you gave me?
what are you trying to do uh?
playing with my heart and making me a fool.
eh cibai la.
aku baru kasi kau muke la.
selame nie kau nk bodoh2 kan aku, kau pikir klakar pe and kau pikir gerek nah pe huh?!
oh, mentang2 aku nie baru nak msk 17 kau pikir aku nie masih adik2 kau pe?
jangan nak act uh nk step treat aku sebagai adik kau.
tak dapat la sial.
name adik beradik aku semue name bapak dorang Kosno eh.
bukan yang lain tau. ingat tau.
jangan nak anggap aku sebagai adik kau.
kau perasan aje la.
aku pun tak tau uh asal eh kau pun main perasaan orang lain?
suke hati kau aje eh.
kalau nak tau, aku nie bingit and benci kau gile gile.
walaupun kat sekolah aku senyum kat kau, kau pikir aku nie senyum dengan baik hati aku pe?
ahahaha. mimpi aje la.
ini baru benda kecik bukan besar lagi.
haaaaa.

hey friends.
beware of whom you friends with.
sometimes, your friends might backstabbed you.

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

❒ Taken ✔ Single ❒ Waiting For That Special Person

♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥