if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

you know where is the first time we met and how i got your number?
ahaha.
i was the one who ask for your number when i finished from work at Mcd and saying that i want to keep in contact just in case.
in the first place, when i saw you i got a crush on you but afraid to tell you.
so i msged with Y.C and saying if Fandi got girlfriend.
Y.C said why i like him ar and he don't have a girlfriend for almost a year.
so, i'm glad.
and i msged with you for almost everyday as if we are GF&BF but we weren't yet.
but whenever we are working, both of us are too shy to talk to each other.
as days goes by, we weren't shy anymore.
we crapped and always nagged and always play with each other like a a silly and childish kids.
and there, rumours started to spread around at Mcd saying we have stead la but we weren't.
by then, we are just friends but i guess it weren't.

i was hurt when you said you only treat me as a little sister.
i was crushed and sad.
that time, you pampared this girl but eventually you are hurt cause the girl that you fancies had gone back with her BF.
i didn't show a sadden face but actually i supported you all the way.
i can't do anything to make us to be together.

as days had passed by around after 5months plus we knew each other,
you started to fall for me.
you hold my hands and Y.C & Chloe saw it through a mirror and we keep saying that we are just friends till Y.C said friends can hold hands meh?
ahaha. till then we say who said cannot right.
LOL. i was so shocked when the first time you start to hold my hands.
and then, we always have an outing.
you were so sweets whenever we were together and i began to love you.
you hugged me and kissed me when we were at Sentosa the last time with the rest but we weren't officially steady.
you took my hands when i stepped inside the Haunted House at Escape Theme Park cause you know i'm afraid.
you run to me and pampered me and you carried me back to the place with the rest and asked me to sit there and don't run away.
when the other time you teach me to do something and wouldn't let the others do for me and asking me to learn myself, you were so bloody fierce when teaching me and you didn't realised that i cried at the back and you pampered and console me by making funny jokes and i laughed.
you always never fails to make me smile and make crazy things inside store with the balloon craziness and scaring me inside the store room.

but i won't forget that you were thinking wild when i didn't give my hp to you.
oh gosh, from there i know you were feeling jealous and thought i might backstabbed you.

boy, you know i wouldn't dare to do that cause i love you just too much.
eventhough, i'm very close to these guys doesn't mean i will fall for them when i have you.

people said, how sweet, funny and cute the both of us can be.
oh boy, you were the sweetest ever boyfriend that i got.
oh my oh my, i won't forget you DEE.

you asked me to search for a better guy but i haven't found a perfect one.
to tell the truth, you're the perfect one for me.
seriously DEE. ILOVEYOU and i will wait up for you even if you don't know.

that was the very first picture we took together.
see how shy am i?!
ahahaha.

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
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