if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

24/06/07

nurul syafiqah(:

she was being hospitalised for two days

nurul. aini. nisa

aini carrying her when she's crying

mum and daughter

carrying all the baby stuffs

nisa. syasya. amat.
Ijan's crib

this cat name; Oren.
i was scared by this lil one.

was awoken by few calls by bestfriend; Ijan in the morning and i slept back.
was feeling super tired.
woke up at about 12pm.
saw few msges on my handphone and bestfriend; Ijan, bestfriend; Syasya, Ismail Bro and handsome BF; Zaid.
bestfriend; Ijan daughter can be discharged today.
handsome BF; Zaid wanted me to move on with my life and and ask me to forget him. it was an unexpected.
i was dumbfounded and lost of words.

went out from crib at about 3pm and met up with bestfriend; Aini to finish work.
waited for her almost for an hour and then proceed to take bus 960 and off to hospital KKH.
met up with bestfriend; Ijan and her daughter.
the daughter; Nurul can be discharged today.
bathed her. ate her and sign the papers and we are done to get out from the hospital.
carried the baby stuffs and hailed for a taxi and off we go to bestfriend; Ijan crib's at CCK.
settled down with the baby things and then we ate.
bestfriend; Ijan cook.
we were so hungry by then and bestfriend; Syasya came down to bestfriend; Ijan crib's too.
chilled out at her crib and by then chit chatted about the boyfriends thingy.

i was so disappointed with handsome BF; Zaid.
met up with him at Lot1 at about 8pm.
settled some things with him but it's not easy.
yaw. he talked to me in a different tone and i was shocked.
i just keep myself dumb and keep every words in my heart.
failed to tell him those words but what's the use of telling him?
words are just a words.

handsome BF; Zaid
hoping you would be safe this Wed and nothing will happen. you know what is right and what is wrong. if you did nothing, all the most you should have some confidence in yourself and believe in yourself and stop looking down on yourself and have some faith in yourself and fight for your rights.
- i'm totally disappointed in you. =(

25/06/07

woke up at 2pm.
switched on the computer and download songs, check of emails, check Friendster, check Myspace and writing a post on my blog.
msged with handsome BF; Zaid, bestfriend; Aini, bestfriend; Reena and Ahmad.
checking of stuffs for tomorrow's BBQ held at East Coast Park.
simply can't wait for tmr's event.
meeting all the old classmates that i have long miss.
boohoo.

Nistar Nisa(:

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