if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

i had a big argument with Spongebob BF; Zaid.
a big argument leaving each other behind and it involves harsh words too.

don't tell me for just because of this argument that happened, you want to go in to that homeplace?
tell me uh, if we didn't happened to have the argument, would you still consider of going in?

i admitted it's partly my fault for the cause that had happened.
i'm really sorry to my only love, Spongebob BF; Zaid.
i want to be with you but it's not the right time.
listening to all what i lack of to you makes me feel so wrong about it.
let us have the chance again to prove it.
& this time hopefully i'll try my best to prove it to you to win your heart.
i don't want us to end it here and say goodbye to each other.
it same goes for that i don't want to lose you.
the two things that i had mentioned it to you, hopefully you would think it again.
i had enough of saying to you but it just wouldn't work.

i took a stroll outside after midnight till morning thinking of what could i do to persuade you for not going in and to make our relationship the best?
i'm speechless already.
fuck me.

if 1 day i leave you, i will leave my heart with you.
i hope you would protect it and never let it get hurt.
eventhough, i'm not with you, alway remember that my heart will always be by your side.
just for a simple reason; I LOVE YOU.

psl bende bodo nie eu dah bgit ngan me kan...me tk leh uat paper..me syg kan eu tap me terpakse leapskan kan eu...bcoz the others are more impt den me....i feel lyk a toy to eu..wenever we mit eu spend tym wif me 4 a while but to other alot...i rahter sit inside den living outside...wads the point of loving a person wen she dosent balas it back...enjoy ur dae wif the others...me pelik ngan eu psl tad tao..i kene kan eu ckit eu dah buang muke pat me...if eu tok to aidil bout our relationship he will understand eu..dont tell me he wont listen to eu....btw soriie juz now i hung up the calls....im totally angry

urs SPONGE BOB

i never ever treat you as my TOY but a lover to me.
i got nothing to hide it from you.
a misunderstanding between us makes this thing all to happen.

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
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