so do come and give us especially me your support at Ite Simei.
thank you. (: my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq had already wished me good luck first.
gundu GF; Lulu called my crib early in the morning at 8am.
met her at Woodland control station at 9.45am.
ate breakfast at Macdonald together with her.
i bought Hotcake Happy Meal and get a free toy.
nyehahas.
i got a free toy which is something like beyblade with Rugrats Chucky on it.
boohoo.
after eating, we went off and to interchange to take bus 168.
by the time we about to reach, the bus came just on time.
separated sits and ber-jiwang while listening to mp3 and watching chinese drama on the plasma.
was messaging with my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: all along.
yaww! see, how devoted am i to him.
i swear we will miss each other for sure even though we did met earlier on.

SLO theory class was quite okay cause me, gundu GF; Lulu and gundu GF; Natt keep on cracking some jokes and craps to had some funs in between if not class will be a boredom ones.
oh yearhs, i did saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: in school with Faez and even bestfriend; Aini.
after SLO theory class for 1 hours, next was lunch.
i did ate lunch eventhough both me and gundu GF; Lulu had eaten for breakfast but still got the mood to eat for lunch cause we were damn hungry again.
yaww! i simply love the food in my school.
muahaha.
had lunch, feeling bloated still needs to go for next class which is SES theory class.
'' fifteen minutes late, door locked! ''
and my group are the first group to reach class first.
high five; BTY girlfriends! =D
i sort of no mood out of sudden during SES theory class and some more SES theory class was so damn bored and i almost fall asleep, couldn't be bothered what teacher is saying.
but thank god, SES theory class ended early.
went out of class and saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie.
i couldn't be bothered that much to look at them cause i really got no mood.
sat outside Beauty Lab for fifteen minutes to 3pm.
BDM practical class and this time round i got to be massaged by gundu GF; Natt and BTY GF; Yaya.
slept during the body massage practical.
'' i love body massage practical '' as what gundu GF; Mandy said.
i agree with her cause i myself are enjoying it now.
get to massage back and flirting with BTY GF; Yaya cause previously when she massaged me, she do nonsense things on me by putting the brush inside my gown and flirt around with my body.
huergh!
but i did get to pay back time with BTY GF; Yaya when it's her turn to massage.
oh yearhs, class was pretty fun with all the flirting with one another.
nyehahas.
BDM practical class ended at 5pm.
2 hours of lesson.

met up with bestfriend; Aini at Forum and went ahead cause we need to go Causeway Point.
along the way saw Famy, Ismail, my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie.
outside school my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq did called me but i give his one of my attitude face and he ask me where i'm going and i did replied saying that i'm taking bus towards Tampiness.
Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: did messaged me up asking me what's wrong with me and he said that he wanted to call me just now but it seemed that i don't wish to see him.
i asked him to wait for me at bus 969 and i have to wait for bestfriend; Ijan as she has not reached and Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: Faez and Yanie boarded the bus first.
i shed a tears when he eventually got up the bus and i was talking on the phone with bestfriend; Reena and that got me pissed off over something that had happened.
i don't know why i cried.
from BDM practical class when i was sleeping, i wanted to cry but i hold on to my tears.
i just don't know why i feel like crying. ='(
haish.

Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: messaged me up saying that he's really sorry.
messaged with him and called him up when there's some misunderstanding between us.
but, we are okay already for now.

waited for bestfriend; Ijan about half an hour and did bought a small cake for her for a surprise.
took bus 168 to Woodland and met up with bestfriend; Reena and her sister; Ima too.
gave her a mini surprise party outside Civic Centre.
chit chat and then everyone headed back, separately.
Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(: called me up and chatted for a while on the phone.
i saw this guy and was smiling at me and i was wondering who he is.
i tried to remember who he is cause he seemed to be familiar and he lived at Bukit Panjang.
duh, but never mind.
listened to mp3 till i get back to my crib.

oh yearhs, i hurt my knee and was bleeding just now cause bestfriend; Aini zip scratched till my skin tears.

Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:
he's the sweetest ever boyfriend.

i'm really really sorry for over the incident just now.
i know you understand me for being moody.
thank you for the understanding.
i'm really really sorry again for the misunderstanding between us.
i guess after all i'm the one who thinks negatively.
you are right after all.
i didn't think about it at first.
it's my fault for thinking wildly about us.
i don't wish for my history to repeat itself again which had happened to me before previously, losing the person that i love.
so now, it goes the same to you that i don't wish to lose you too.
for now, i don't love any other guys except you.
you and nobody else, get it boy?
it will be hard on me if i lose you and that's why i ask myself and the question keeps haunting me.
'' how long can us be together? ''
i hope that both of us will cherish our love together and pursue our dreams together by being together for as long as we want.
i just hope that nothing will come in between us and we will be happy together.

for the first time ever a guy asked me to '' trust '' him.
i find it sweet and i guess he really honest about his love to me and really wants to be with me.
thanks darling for giving me a chance to love you before and i'll try my best to even love you more than that.
i love you; Muhammad Zahiq Bin Norjali. <333

pretty pretty girls, just stop asking me if i'm attached with my beloved Zaid Zahiq.
i just don't know why you girls love to ask me if i'm attached with him or not.
it's my life, my acceptation for the offer to be with him.
so thank you for the inconvenience. (: