if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

what's the feeling is like to be cheated and lied?
i swear i hate to be cheated especially by my loved ones.
especially when their friend were in a cahoots together.
i'm utterly disappointed, totally disappointed.
i feel like crying the moment when i caught him and his friend were in a cahoots together and lying to me when actually i caught them red-handed with both of my eyes looking at them.
even both of them lied about their whereabouts and he switched off his handphone.
called them at the moment of time and my hand were shaking.
i controlled my tears cause i know my gundu GF; Lulu was with me and i don't wish to create any troubles.
she felt the heart pain for me whereas i even feel more heart pain than she does.
i trembled and did nothing.
i don't know what to do?
i'm upset over the things that he done and his friend.
i'm not going to msg him or call him.
what's the use when he switched off his handphone?
supposingly today we are meeting each other but we didn't.
he didn't even bothered to msg or call my handphone when he is settled with his problems!
who am i to him all these while?
never let me know anything.
fcuk it, i'm so stress.
aargh! :(
everytime and everywhere i go, i did checked my handphone to see if he contacted me but NO!

i met with gundu GF; Lulu at Tamp together with her sexylove BF; Bak.
gundu GF; Natt did called me up.
then headed to Bugis but gundu GF; Lulu sexylove BF; Bak didn't followed.

met up with GF; Shikin at Bugis.
ate LJS and went window-shopping.
went off from Bugis at about 2.30pm as GF; Shikin needs to go to work.
took Mrt and left GF; Shikin at CityHall Mrt while me and gundu GF; Lulu had to change Mrt and took Mrt towards Jurong from Woodland.
listened to mp3 all the way till we alighted at Woodland Mrt.
gundu GF; Natt called again telling me she misses me but i told her i'm not in the mood.
sorry my dearest gundu GF; Natt.
saw someone who i am not supposed to see.
from there, the truth is being revealed.
i simply hate it.

me and gundu GF; Lulu took bus 912 going to Old Woodland to buy her ''Pallaz'' shoes.
called BF; Dee and Wafi asking where to find ''Pallaz'' shoes and so did gundu GF; Lulu msged her friends asking where to find the ''Pallaz'' shoes.
bunch of guys were whistling and when i turned back it was BF; Amirul.
asked him where to find the ''Pallaz'' shoes and yearhs, we did find it.
thanks to him that we find the place.
after buying the ''Pallaz'' shoes, took bus 913 to Woodland.
dropped by Causeway Point and window-shopping.
Lulu bought her make-up stuffs and both of us did bought friendship band.
finished window-shopping and bought the things that gundu GF; Lulu wanted, we took bus 960 to Bp and we separated from there.
gundu GF; Lulu took bus 975 while i took bus 922 back to my crib.

i'm now chatting with my GF; Zak at the moment.
she tells me she misses me and i miss her too.
told GF; Zak over what had happened.
chatted for a while and the others wanted to chat with me but i say i'm busy cause i'm not in the mood to chat with anyone except with my GF; Zak.

till now, he still haven't msg or call me yet.
why shall i bother about him if he's not even bother about me?
hurhur. :(
i'm just waiting for his explainations.
if he ain't contacting then i won't be contacting him either.
i'm utterly disappointed.

to all my friends, just to let you know that i won't be using my mum's handphone number.
anything, just call my crib no.
thank you.

Nistar Nisa(:

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