if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

woke up at 3pm today. was awake by the phone call from Wafi handphone. woke up and switched on the computer to check my email, Friendster and Myspace. did updated my blog too.

i've changed the song to; Say Goodbye.
i'm addicted to it now cause i don't wish to say goodbye especially to my love Spongebob BF; Zaid.

got out from crib at 4pm plus. from crib and walked to pondok to meet the hoodies. chilled out for a while and relax my mind and chatted with Wafi about my personal stuff. during that time i was so confused and stress out.

7pm plus, i walked off from pondok and go to pondok bus-stop and waited for bus 187 going towards Woodland. when i had boarded the bus 187, called Spongebob BF; Zaid telling him i'm now on the way. somehow, i was scared to face him and my heart was beating fast for some reasons.

i reached Woodland, i called Spongebob BF; Zaid again and he called me back. then, he asked me to meet him near Evergreen Secondary School and i did went there. met up with him and thinking that he would burst out on his anger-ness to me but he didn't. chit chatted and acted as normal. from Evergreen Secondary School, we walked off to Causeway Point. ate at Macdonald and met with my two old managers.

bestfriend; Syasya called me and wanting to meet me at CCK and i say i'm not sure. eat eat eat and then Spongebob BF; Zaid said want to meet bestfriend; Syasya at CCK and off we go to bus bus interchange. waited for bus 925 and was wondering why the bus took so long to come and we realised till when Spongebob BF; Zaid the last bus was at 7.30pm. we were so dumb and took Mrt to CCK.

met up with bestfriend; Syasya near her crib. off we go to our usual spot that we usual chill out. chit chatted and bestfriend; Syasya wanted some songs from Spongebob BF; Zaid handphone to be put into her computer and so she headed back to her crib and so both me and Spongebob BF; Zaid waited downstair. chatted with him and he asked me why i look so down and i'm a bit down due to as i have told him that i don't want to let him go and i have told him that i don't want him to go.

he asked me for five reasons for not letting him inside that home place.

firstly; he's understanding towards me and i want to be with him.
secondly; he's patience with me for all these while.
thirdly; i'll be missing you if you go that homeplace.
fourthly; you are my precious gem.
fifthly; i love you.

i have told him what i gotta say.
simply as that it's just that i don't want him to go without me and leaving me behind.
we chatted and that was the sweetest day i and him had.
aww. how i wish that day would never end.
i'll be missing him these few days cause i'll be away for camp for two days.
i just hope you won't run away to hide from me.
if it so, i'll be crying badly calling out loud for your name and will be searching for you high and low.
like finally, bestfriend; Syasya came down with Spongebob BF; Zaid handphone and off we go to CCK to check both my pay and bestfriend; Syasya.
i got my pay and i can get home safely. nyehahas.

Spongebob BF; Zaid send me to my Lrt and a little surprise for him and off we go on our separate way.
i saw my beloved bro; Amie at CCK platform Lrt.
yaww! i miss him loads cause these holiday we didn't get to meet up.
he asked me to lepak with Achik and the others at Segar Coffee Shop but i didn't.
cause i know i am late to get home and had to report to Spongebob BF; Zaid when i get home. Amie bro alighted at Segar Lrt and i alighted at Fajar Lrt.
headed to 7-eleven and bought a new sim card. i've changed my number like finally.
everyone was like keep asking me why did i changed my number.
i couldn't be bothered that much.
after buying the sim card, headed back crib without any hesitation.
i received a msg from Spongebob BF; Zaid and he started to talk crap again.
call him immediately and chatted for a while and disturb some peoples.
till here then. good night then peoples.

i'm miss school;
especially my BTY classmates.

as well as the others who knows me.
& one thing for sure, i love you la seh Spongebob BF; Zaid!
Zaid Zahiq is loved. <333

Nistar Nisa(:

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