my dearest love, where have you been?
do you know that i've been trying hard to contact you but you didn't bother at all to contact me.
i searched you at woodland where the place i'm always with you but you weren't there.
you were nowhere to be found.
although, yanie told me not to tire myself.
i'm disappointed seh d.
what are you up to?
remember what we used to talk about?
share every problems with each other?
but are you doing that?
no!
you kept eveything to yourself.
it's not fair to me seh d.
i'm so so so fucking worried about you.
but do you care about me?
did you ever tried to put at my desperate situation looking for you high and low?
darling, what is going on with you?
what had happened to you seh d?
i may be a nuisance to you.
i know you are saying that i'm a nuisance.
i cared about you and i'm seeking everyone help so that i know where are you.
so, if i'm a nuisance to you,i don't know what to say.
you hurt my feelings.
every night or when i'm alone, i cried and the tears that i shed is about you.
it's all because of you, get it?
d, contact me for once, please?
i love you loads very much my spongebob bf. <333
you are everything to mine, especially.
d, don't make me worried sick and cry.
i can't concentrate in everything that i do now.
because of the hp thingy, don't worry about it.
i'm starting work soon again for temporarily.
don't be stress about it and i super hate it the way how you acted now.
my love for you are real d.
i swear.
i won't think negatively.
i promise you.
d! contact me at my mum's no; 91112498 or my crib.
anytime.
cause i'll be waiting for you darling.
d, don't hide from me please.
don't you love me anymore?
hurhur. :(

truly yours,
your love.

9.14pm; 1 august.