if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

i miss this small kid.
after looking at all the old photos, i miss the old peoples that used to hang-out with me.
i shall put up some photos of them, next time. (:

my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq wouldn't let me go out and asked me to stay at home.
i stayed at home all day and all i could do was sleep, eat and play computer.
bahh~

oh gosh, he's really angry with me for some things that i did.
he's really angry with me too for not messaging his brother hand phone when i have reached back at my crib from East Coast Park.
he did sarcastic too with me for the things that i have done.
i just kept quiet and keep on apologizing.
only then, he forgave me.

haish.
i also don't know why i picked up those stuffs?
maybe, it was tempting?
i told myself that i have quit.
duh.

i think i don't dare to pick up those stuffs again.
i cannot lie to my boyfriend.
i have to tell him the truth.

d, i'm really sorry. ):

now, i really feels that you are getting back on your two feet once again.
i feel that the old Muhammad Zahiq is back on his own once again.
i feel his presence and i feel his care-ness and love-ness towards me now.
yearhs, i'm really happy.
i hope you continue to be the way that you used to be.
i don't wish to see you crying and make myself crying too, darling.
i love you. (:

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

❒ Taken ✔ Single ❒ Waiting For That Special Person

♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥