if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

my two gundu gf's. <3

i'm feeling much better now.
my gf's says that i look so pale as a sheet.
my face color seems to be a bit yellow.
haish. ):

i saw my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq in school.
firstly, it was outside my class as he was sitting down with his friends.
first thing when i came out from the door, i saw his face.
i gave him a face and i just walked off without handshake with him like i always do.
i guess i really can't accept the point that he didn't bothered to find me and stuffs.

where is all the night calls that i used to get from him?
where is all the time when we usually spent time together after school or even in the weekends?
i really miss those days, i really do. ):

i don't know if he did realized it or not?
i tried my very best to be back together as what we used to be and save the relationship.
but did he put a part of commitment to this relationship?
what i feels he didn't tried his best to save the relationship.
all he does is, go to school and slack and then go home rotting himself away and chilling outside with his friends rather than me.
ya, i can see it that way for what he's doing all these while.
even when he's at home, he didn't even bother to call me.

yearhs, i guess his friends are more important than me now.
i still remember the past when he said that whenever we go out together with my friends,
i'm always with my friends rather than him to spent time with.
eventually, i did managed to change my ways and tried myself to love him and be more closer to him.
but now?
i don't see a point to it.
somehow, i just feel like screaming to him so that he would be wide awake.
oh god, can someone help me?
i think i'm going to be insane.
fuck lar those bitches!*

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

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♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥