if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

slammed the door and gate hard twice.
neighbors were looking and i shouted like nobody business at them for looking.
i cried when i walked to my bus stop.
took bus 187 and alighted at Woodland and took bus 901 and alighted at Reena's crib.
shared with her my problems and settled down at her crib while waiting for bestfriends; Aini, Fai and Hafiz to fetch me at Reena's crib to take something.
took taxi when they fetched me up and proceed to bestfriend; Aini's crib to take something and then proceed to East Coast Park.
it was raining heavily and put the fault on Hafiz mouth.
reached East Coast Park and chilled down at Macdonald and waited after raining is not that heavily.
put things at our pit and chilled down.
by the time, it was not raining that heavily and the weather was clear.

at night it was starting to have happenings.
rented bicycle.
bought stuffs and everything.
cycled with bicycle with me, bestfriend; Aini and Fai to the whole city of Marine Parade just to fetch bestfriend; Aini sister; Ekin and looked for her like hel.
called my Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:
went back to pit after found Ekin.
barbecued.
cut cake for sinseh birthday and took pictures.
me, bestfriend; Aini, Ekin, Fai and Hafiz cycled to the other side of Jetty and explored at this place.
we went cycling to Bedok Jetty too and fucking asshole, i almost lose my courage as those wild dogs we straying outside and both me and Ekin was left behind and smelled those things.
went to Bedok Jetty and relax for a while before proceeding back.
sat by the seashore and chat.
play cards.
and many more.
but overall, it was fun.
i didn't knew it could be that fun, after all.
we walked off from East Coast Park at about 9am.

everyone turned up except for Azizah and Fadillah.
the hayashi that did stayed was only, me, Aini, Fai, Hafiz, Razzaaq, Farouk, Zambri, Mamat, Faizullah and Sani plus Aini sister; Ekin.

i picked those stuffs which i long long long had never touch those things. =X

oh yearhs, this guy is being so irritating and kept calling me '' cantik manis '' from the starting of the day and till the end of the day calling me that words.
i feel like wanted to shout at him and give him a piece of my trash words.
it has been from the other day.
bestfriend; Aini tried to warn him and saying that i got boyfriend.
uergh!

on the way back to my crib, i slipped and fall.
hurhur.
i feel like crying badly.
it's all that slipper fault and make me slipped during the bad weather.
bahh~

Spongebob BF; Zaid Zahiq(:
d, i miss you and love you like crazy like nobody business.
can right?
of course can lar.
nyehahas. [:
huergh!
i only can talk to you on the phone for a while cause i was using the public phone.
boohoo. =(
i called you for permissions.
woah, i can really hear your voice and you were like so damn caring.
afraid that i do nonsense things and you asked me to take care of myself.
of course i know how to take care of myself and i told you that don't worry about me.
bahh~
i have told you over what happened to me and i said i don't feel like going back to my crib for these 3 days and you told me to just ignore with mummy and go back tomorrow and don't be crazy.
i feel touched and cared by the way your movements are.
i feel so safe under your hands.
i swear, really. (:
don't worry, i didn't flirt around with guys that was circulating me neither do they they touched me except for taking care of me especially the guys as Fai and Hafiz.
i hope you don't feel jealous or angry with me being with them.
you asked me to message your brother hp and i'm really sorry darling cause i'm just afraid to message your brother.
i hope you did read my blog up to know my situations.
i was back at my crib at about 11.30am.
anything call my handphone number.
love you my darling for a thousand times.
nyeahahas. [:

Nistar Nisa(:

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