if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

'' i'm so stressed ''

i want to cry out loud cause i can't take it anymore the pain.
why must be this happen to me times and times again?
making a decision is too hard.
it's just too much for me to handle it alone.
why can't i be happy?
i needn't have to worry about your whereabouts.
i needn't have to worry about whom you have been mixing with your friends.
i detest you cause you have lied to me.
i want to know your real reason for it but i never got the chance to ask you.

and yes, why you always have to hide something from me?
i hate it when you people simply lied to me over something.
when such things had happened, you still want to lie for it.
how could you?
never tell me anything when i ask you something.
yet, you come to me only when you need help.
do you think i got the time to entertain you?
who am i to you?
you want to be my bestie, it's just a wishful hope.
i sense that you got two face that you really are good at acting, after all.
i want to see how long can you reach in this way.

and yes, why must you come to him only when you need help?
not once but many times.
i just don't know what you are up to but one thing for sure you seem to have a motive.
why ask other people to take care of your GF?
now, things are getting so worked out.
true enough, why ask other guy to take care of your GF?
why him and not other people whom you are very closest to?
indeed, both of you were that pretty close the last time.
but, both of your game had been '' game over ''
when you need love, cares, money and etc you come over to him?
i just don't know what you are thinking about and what is your motive actually?
funny is that you use your own hand phone number to message.
bahh~
i don't know if you are reading my blog or not but who cares.
you are not a kid anymore and you should know how to take care of yourself.
i feel jealous and concerns about him and you should know what's the reason.
he have told me everything and yes everything and i mean it.
he has already woken up from his nightmare and start to think maturely unlike you.

and yes, why you people loves to bitching around and gossiping around about other people?
you yourself are not thinking likewise and don't even say us.
we are glad we threesome girls are maturely enough not to fight with your over something.
you went from one group to another and to another.
all those groups that you had went, i bet you have been talking about us.
don't think we don't know about what had happened, after all.
look at the bright side, this is 2007 and this is not 2000 okay?
since when you are going to act this way?
oh yes, don't think i don't know you have been reading up my blog.
and, i shall thank you for that cause you are my top priority of friends that always viewed my blog.
nyehahas. [:
don't think i don't know.
and thank you for being the top priority of friends viewing my blog.
i guess my blog is full of juicy stories eh?
am i right my two potential beauty therapy girls?

Nistar Nisa(:

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♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥