if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

'' happy 2 years anniversary ''

muhammad fandi bin nordin. <3

i was alone going to school when i realized i received a message.
Fandi Dee(: messaged me.

'' hey baby. sorry. i was warded at sickbay one whole day yesterday. kene food poisoning. ''

i was stunned and cried for a while when i was in the bus going to school receiving such news.

1) school was damn pathetic for today, i swear.
for what i know this won't be the first time and won't be the last time.
oh yes, i know you have been frequently viewing my blog.

2) meet Shikin at Vivo City and surprised her while she was working.

3) meet hoodies at pondok and then headed to BPP with Zak, Roi and Wafi and ate at Long John Silver.

4) reached back to my crib at about 8pm.

i'm now messaging with Fandi Dee(:

me: red ; dee: blue

Hehe..B nk dee s0wang eh..Hehe..
hahas. figure it out. [:
Hehe..B blg la..Tk blg tk dpt..Hehe..
tak dapat ape? hahas.
Hehe..Tk dpt kiz..Hehe..
hahas. ape saje2.
Hehe..Nk kiz dari dee tk?
tak nak uh. kirim salam aje eh.
Hehe..Nk dee tk?
asal berbual gitu macam eh?
Hehe..Asal tk bole eh?
entah? i find it very very weird.
Hehe..Weird ke tesenyum lebar?
tak uh. weird. siape yang nak tersenyum lebar kok?
Hehe..Mane tau hapi smcm..Tk hepi ke?
happy but in the same time i got this feeling of scared. can tell me why?
I n0e..I felt it b4...
when do you feel about it?
Sumtimes bck..Tat uneasy feelin n unsecure..
yearhs. same too. like macam takut history repeat itself again.
Yeah..I n0e..Once bitten twice shy.
hmm. yearh. i don't know what should i do? bahh~
U shudnt put h0pes anym0re if u r n0t c0nfident..
i want to but will you be able to make me confident with you going through with me?
=) i t0o afraid of myself..
ok from now lets forget the past and think for the future. have faith in each other. if we both keep thinking about the past it won't work out.
=) hehehe..Oh yeah..
yearh. i hope things will not be the same like last time.
Hehehe...
yearh. hopefully eh? hehe. later at 12midnight i send you a message through my hp.
Wat msg dear?
got la. hahas. later at 12am you know yourself. don't you remember what's the date later on.
Fcuk! Its 2410..I reli din n0tice sey..Hehe..U wan 2 b my gf on 2410 again?Hehe..
huh? like so serious you forgotten about it? hmm.
I miz c0unt of any dates at all..
hmm. it's alright uh.

Dee; i was shocked to hear the news that you send me earlier in the morning.
aiyoyoh! thank god nothing happened to you.
you were food poisoned and luckily you are feeling much more better now.
get well soon, darling?
things couldn't be any better without you.
lastly, Happy 2 years Anniversary to us. (:
to think that you could have forgotten about it eh?
i love you.

Nistar Nisa(:

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