'' oh yes, i miss him a lot. ''

today is the day that he left to serve his national service at Pulau Tekong at 10.30am. 6 pages of text message was send to him at 4.30am when i couldn't sleep.
he replied back only at 6.49am.

i kept thinking about you even when i was bathing.
why is it so? tell me, darling? ):

it was a sleepless night thinking about you and tears drop.
tears was rolling out from my eyes to the cheeks and to the bed sheet that i was lying on.
i was so clueless and i don't know what is going to happen when you will be there to serve your national service for 2 years.
it's like 2 years, imagine that? by then, i will be in my 19's when you pass out from your national service.
hopefully, i will be able to fulfill all your wishes.
right now, i hope you will be doing fine at camp and we won't lose contact with each other.

pleaseeeeee... i want you back pretty badly, darling.

dee: '' hello. kuar raya eh? ''

2 hours later,

nisa: '' huh? tak uh. kat rumah. asal? ''
dee: '' haha. dah lambat pun. ingat nak jumpe tadi. ''
nisa: '' ler. asal tak kol? rahh! ''

what the hell.
when i got the chance to meet him, it didn't happened.
i was so not in the mood when i didn't get to meet him at all.
i'm so disappointed. )':
the last message,

dee: '' time to leave singapore! bubye! take care. mwaks! ''

awww. i will be missing him so badly, seriouslyyyyy.

babygirl Zak, rest assured things will go as what we plan earlier.
hopefully, both of you will get back together again.
insyaallah.
cheer up and i will meet you tomorrow to Vivo City to do your nails and get ourselves an ice-cream at Gelare.

you know what?
that gundu GF; Natt make me waited for her like half an hour plus plus.
hmph!
yea yea, i made her hurry by calling her and messaging her but no response but she did response in the end.
wah wah wah.
i cried for the moment while waiting for her cause Fandi Dee(: messaged me up telling me he's going off soon.
awww.
when she reached, i wanted to step fierce but i still can smile smile like badot.
nyehahas. [:
then then, met up with Azmeer at Tampines Mrt Station and off we go to school to take bus 31.

coincidently, saw those three peoples that i don't want to see.
Zaid, Faez and Yani.
but it already happened.
so no turning back.
it was shocked when Faez '' tegur '' me out of the sudden.
we had a small conversation.
for sure, i thought macam ada udang sebalik batu aje.
padahal- padahal.
he said to me that we will still be friends like what we used to be even though i and Zaid had already broke up.
what onlyyyyyyy.

went for class at 1pm till 2pm.
after that, to my favorite place of all that i have been craving for to eat since ramadhan days .
it's time for '' Pizza Hut '' time.

i'm so lazy to type for what had happened.
let the pictures do the talking ehhh?