if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

'' red light, go away. ''

we quarreled but i don't wish to elaborate about it.
but things are back to normal already which i'm glad.

it's partly of my fault which i didn't expected things to go this way which can make him pissed off.
i breakdown the moment when he said something that can make my heart pain.

they heard by the sound of my voice and they know i was crying. ):
i said i was having a flu and they know for a minute i was lying.

you should have read my message that i have send to you at 3am.
for once, i thought of leaving you but i couldn't.
cause you should know the reason.

07.11am,
'' good morning sayang. sorry about last night. just got a little pissed off. mwaks! miss you dear. ''

after much of crying, i fall asleep and i didn't realized that you messaged me.
after reading the message, i was relieved.

now, i'm messaging with him.
happy lar.

Dee; i'm really sorry for what had happened.
i didn't meant to back stab you or whatsoever.
but you still think that for what had happened, i still tell other people.
in fact, i don't.
it's the same person that i called and asked to clarify things and he did admit about it and apologized to me cause he didn't expected things to happen in this way and didn't know that i will be crying about it.
so yea, that's about it.
tears fall from my eyes only for you.

Nistar Nisa(:

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fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

❒ Taken ✔ Single ❒ Waiting For That Special Person

♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥