'' boredness to happiness. ''

everything goes smoothly for today.
on the way to work, i tried to sleep in the bus but i can't as i got no enough sleep.
i took bus 700A and alighted at Dhoby Ghaut.
half way i was pissed off as the bus 167 that i waited to go to Fullerton Hotel took so long and ended up i took train to Raffles Place.
as i was about to go out from the train, i bumped into my colleague; Chizuru and we walked together to Fullerton Hotel.
changed, punch in and work from 10am to 7pm.

gym instructor; Andi taught me how what is the thing that we should do when we stand by at the swimming pool.

dia pun macam faham apa yang dia bikin.

i was hoping that babyboy's cousin; Syed come for work today as today is his last day of work.
ended up he slept throughtout the day at home.

how i wish i can sleep like him and no need to come to work early in the morning eh?

2 in 1 job.
stand by at the swimming pool and stand by at the nail spa.
my manager, my supervisor and my supervisor keep asking me to do different task and i don't know which one to do and then i just sit and relax at the swimming pool or at the nail spa.

i was messaging with babyboy when i was at work to kill my boredoms.
although we are not allow to use handphone when are working but i just ignored the rules and use it cause it doesn't concerns me.

i was upset as i asked babyboy to fetch me from work but he can't as he don't have the money to go out with me.
i thought if he were to fetch me, i want him to accompany me to walk around at Marina Square and Far East Plaza and check out the things that i want to buy after work.
it seems that he message me saying his prepaid is going low and he just want me to message him up once i finish with my work and tell him where i will be heading to.
okay, i did messaged him up after work and message him that i want to meet him cause i miss him and i want to meet him at Causeway Point which is near to his place.
we message with each other and i was kept clueless till he message me saying that he's at Fullerton.
i was shocked and i went back to search around for him.
out of the sudden, a person pull my hand and guess who it was?
it was my babyboy.
nyehahas. [:
i was shocked and i hug him and i kiss him out of excitement.
he just laughed and we took bus 167 to Orcard and walked around and browse around for some things that i got in mind.
he keeps bugging me to tell him which i say i won't tell him what i want to buy cause it won't be a surprise.

i did bumped into some of the Ite Bedok peeps and my classmate; Yanyan.
after we are done with our browsing around for the things, we took bus 700 and we headed home.

omg! how sweet can my babyboy be to surprise me.

over the phone at night, i chatted with babyboy.
he told me, he want to opt to go to Taiwan.
that means he will be to Taiwan for his PDF for about 1 year.
i was so clueless and the moment he try to talk about Taiwan i just cry.
he stress about me if he were to leave for Taiwan.
if he goes, he says that withing the 1 year when he comes back and got the money he wants to plan for our future.
1 year is damn freaking longgggg.

he's confidence and he's serious about me but he's just afraid about me.
i myself afraid and i myself lack of confidence.

how can i make myself to build up my confidence?
never think negatively and give him the support and wait for him within the 1 year.

help me anyone?