happy birthday, babyboy!* (:
no one else apart from you whom i will treasure till the future.
hope whatever you wish or dream for will be achieved.
ever since 24/10/05, i never regret of us being together.
most importantly, i love you babyboy.
mwaks!*

i was left clueless not knowing anything and then i was being accused of something.
read below and you know it.

does the red spot on my body looks like a love bite?
what makes you think so?
for goodness sake, it is not a love bite which you think of.
if it was a love bite and i played behind your back,
i wouldn't have worn something so revealing instead i should be covering it up.

yes, i admit that i say that it itch and the next moment i say i don't know anything.
it is because one thing for sure the red spot will feel itch if you scratch it and if you didn't scratch it, it won't feel itch.
that is why i said i don't know anything because to me it's nothing and you are making a big deal of it saying that which one is the fact.
yes it look like one and so what you have seen many of this incident and hear many of this excuse?
the main matter is just that you don't believe it.
seriously i cannot take it anymore when you don't believe cause whatever i say it won't change you.
oh ya, so what if you have seen many of this incident and hear many of this excuse?
just because it happen to you before that doesn't mean i will be the same like the other girls who flirt around when they are actually attached.
fuck it, i am not like one of those girls out there who do it that way.
who would want to believe me anyway right now?
everybody is treating me so coldly now.
what else could i say more?

one reason that i post it on blog about it cause i want to let everybody know that i'm totally innocent especially to you my boo.
indeed, i feel like taking a penknife to hurt myself and leave a scars.
the scars showing how many times you have been hurting me.
why must i be the one to be accused?
and now, i'm crying because of you.
aarrgghh!