oh god, please help me to forget this horrible nightmares of mine that keep appearing every fortnight. how i wish that some people was not existed in this this world. i swear, it's freaking me out again and again and again. sometimes, i wonder why am i a part of them as well? yes, you did think of letting it go but will that helps you? whereas you still love that person. you can say that will make us appease but you will never know how deeply we are hurt within our heart. the feeling is like the heart being stabbed a few times wondering when it can be healed once again? the answer is, i don't know? seriously, how i wish i can get rid over the nightmares that i'm being reminded now. i'm traumatized over small little incidents that has happened for almost close to 10 months and now it's starting again. how can i make sure i won't have any nightmares anymore?

Labels: traumatized.