" pray hard "

it gets even much more pain and hurt once turns midnight and i was having trouble to sleep cause of the heart is causing me to think negatively and i need some helps.

i called loverboy few times but he didn't picked it up and i was already crying for pain and called up babygirl but got cut off after a while and ;pverboy called me.
i was crying and told him slowly what had happened and he ask me not to cry but instead to rub my chest area there to calm me down or else it would be worst but it didn't worked out.

the next thing is i tried to call for mum at her room but she so hard feeling never hear i was calling for her but later part she heard and she was taken by surprise to see me crying for help.
she asked me, " what happen? " and i told her, " my heart is feeling uneasy and its like torturing me. "

i began to keep on crying again and she help me to soothe down the pain by rubbing my chest.
it was 4am in the morning by then mum and dad already wanted to bring me down to hospital but see how it goes after few hours and they help me try to go to bed so it would at least soothe down the pain and i was lucky that the problem had eased.
it was probably due to health and stress that has been happening to my life now.
rest assured, i have been cutting to those unwanted things to lighten the burdens.