if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

working in the environment at sea-side was spectaculous and having a wild conversations non-stop makes the day end fast and tomorrow i'm working odd hours which is 1pm to 9pm with whom affected.

you know i'm lazy to bother myself to check on my hp while i was working plus it was not with me and naturally when a commotions started made by the chinese colleagues so i decided to answer the
phone call from someone and got to find out he's having nights out tonight which i thought it would enlighten me up and canceled my plans however when i called up after i end work in the end the result that i get is way too disappointing which i should have never bother myself all these in the beginning cause in the end you never get repay.

you failed to do your job to understand how i feels and you have no idea how long i have been tolerating and being patience in the things that you had did which i warned you before just do not underestimate me.
for as long as i can still hold, i won't flare it up just yet.
but come to think about it, will it do any benefits for me if he's being told what is it regarding about.

you know you are not trying hard to understand what i exactly want in my life which is i have been trying to go the hard way and didn't see any efforts in you trying to please me hard.

you knew i was unable to get through, you did your best to find me which you think you did in contacting my friends but that wasn't the way to find me.
if it seems that hard to get through me but that doesn't mean you should stop texting me after 1 freaking message stated only, " call me. " -.- which you find it rather that its hopeless to text me long.
see, do you know what exactly i wanted from you?
a few more text messages from you that you actually wanted to conveyed it to me at least i know.

this time round, i think that i should step down from giving in to you that often cause if not you would just step over my head.
bare these in mind.

this week my leave was supposed to spend time with you but i'm not looking forward to it anymore but instead catching up things with my own friends and cousins therefore you could be busy 24 hours with your camp mates all over again and again and again.
don't tell me what to do with the things i do and i'm not going to tell you in the things i do with my life cause its worthless in telling you as you just don't understand me completely yet.

stop calling others names or else i could add fire and spice things up on your side too as well so for now, look at the bright side in regardless that you do with your life.

Published with Blogger-droid v1.3.5

Nistar Nisa(:

check your browser bar, you are @ http://mysmellylittlesecrets.blogspot.com if you are not satisfied or you are facing any disagreement to any contents within my blog, feel free to email me @ honeystar_nisa7@hotmail.com

fifteen-january
indonesian-javanese

❒ Taken ✔ Single ❒ Waiting For That Special Person

♥ people think i am lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. they don't know that i only laugh to keep myself from crying ♥