Tuesday, June 08, 2010


this is just the beginning but naturally how would you feel if it was you to feel the shame?
what possibilities that i can do to myself while you entertaining and you seems so excited about it?

it has happened twice, i couldn't do anything but just to shut my mouth.
it has always been me becoming the victim in this relationship and i never gave myself up and never once i spoken to anybody to speak up.
being shot infront of everybody makes me feels so ashamed and i thought of running away.

i'm losing grip to myself not knowing why is it just got to happen right infront of my face?
the worst enemy has yet to return but do you think she will?
that is when i know where i stand and i could just blew off everything straight to your face.

if you could do it, how about my side?
fuck it and now i'm telling it through my blog cause there's no other place that i could share my thoughts.
i had enough of holding on despite being told.
all this time, they have always been loving him more than what you expected and still prefers him more than what you thought and what wrongs did i do?
don't tell me in my whole entire of 5 years plus of knowing a person, how could i just break this friendship just because of you whereas yours is just a year.

listen for good, i know you could be pissed by looking at this but i don't care anymore.
i want you to take a good look at this and do a soul searching if you know what's best for you.
it takes two hands to clap.

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