trying to hold tight onto this relationship and try not to think of those negative thoughts.

each day without fails he called me and luckily my hp was clinging with me at all times but so far twice only i didn't realized and managed to answer his calls due to busy with work but the boy called me again and he's glad that i did answered if not let me tell you he will get worry sick about me but thank god he's still healthy and telling me he's getting darker while me i told him i'm not putting any weight just yet cause i was sick the past few days and haven't get back the appetite that i usually have the amount of what it takes.

we gotten our new schedule and luckily ours is team 1 with the lovely people that we are closed with and we received news that our new system will go live on wednesday but then there will be media coming on tuesday. 

few of us were selected and me and s were part of it. 

after work, we were delayed and the boy fetching me and we going over to marsiling to have our uniforms altered. 

halfway through the journey on the road, we both had a tiff as he left my colleagues behind whereas we wanted to move off together.

upon reaching marsiling, we had our uniforms altered but need to wait for 45minutes and as we walk off the rain started to pour heavily and we go have early dinner and the dishes is so not good. 

after eating, collected our uniforms and we seperated and headed back home.

i've always believed that if you put in the work, the results will come.

i don't do things half-heartedly because i know if i do, then i can expect half-hearted results.

it is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.