if you want me, then fight for me, because i'm fighting like hell for you.

i'm speechless, don't treat me this way.
it doesn't have to be this way.

" how do i get off this from my chest? "

emotionally breakdown that caught me in a totally mess.

1) verbal warning
2) relationships
3) friendships

of all the days it has to happen tonight which is a huge blow for me to handle and take care of.
i still can't figured out why.

getting ready after work and we hit to zouk/ phuture and no doubt it was not long queue and after which we placed our stuffs and the locker, we went to a nearby coffee shop and had prata and then off to chill off by the river together with s, farah then came farah and her friends joined us.
all i know when we got to zouk/ phuture the music wasn't that happening at all, seriously.
we went to chill off for a while and persuade them to accompany me to the ladies and that's when shits happened.
i know i wasn't able to carry on myself and i just want to breakdown.
but thanks to whoever helped me out from the ladies, carry me out, hold me back, ease my mind, trying to tell me don't think about boys, sending me back home till late night.

s, i don't recall telling you my address.
how did you even managed to send me back home?
oh monday that is when everybody comes back to work, i'm not looking forward to tell what happened.

oh hubby, you know what i least expected to hear from you that night?
by saying i love you will only then i feel content by you.

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